desperate;eternity

2009-05-29T15:41:00.001+08:00

I've moved.
to http://toastedlove.wordpress.com

2009-05-19T17:33:00.003+08:00

lol.
haven't posted for a long time yeah?
but i don't feel like as well.
maybe its cause of some stuff
but well it isn't a sin to not say right?
Amen.
God loves all of us!
actually i don't get why some people just don't treasure the fact that they are able to go to church every sunday or saturday
and yet there's me here
who desperately wants to go to church,
but is unable to.
enough of that.
this week has been a super eventful week
and thats all i have to say yeah?
i'm considering letting more ppl into my private blog tho.

:]

2009-05-13T19:00:00.000+08:00

GOOD LUCK to your math tomorrow

MARVIN LI!!!

2009-05-11T02:42:00.002+08:00

i really hate myself alot now.
if not for me all this would not have happened
no matter how guilty i feel
how sad i feel
how bad i feel
it wouldn't change the fact that i cause two of you to become like this.
i know whatever i do won't be able to mend this
i know how much you hate me
i know its all my fault you changed.
i know i am such a bitch and you hate me
i know i don't deserve to scold ppl cause i'm the wrong one.
i know i caused you to be like that.
i know i won't be able to ask for your forgiveness.
whatever i do won't solve the problem between the two of you
hate me all you want
scold me all you want
do anything you want to me
i won't blame you
because i just deserve it.
i just sorry to enter your life and make it so fucked up.
i hope i won't disturb you anymore.
i hope you will enjoy your life
and will soon forget that such a bitch ever entered into your life.
thank you for all your help
and yeah.
i will make it up to him
to the best of my ability.

2009-05-07T21:22:00.002+08:00

Thursday
had no flag raising cause floor was wet.
then went to office conference room cause of hk exchange.
then went for pe.
I ran with siying.
she failed lah
i damn sad.
cause i ran with her
then fail again.
i really really hope everyone could pass...
okay. then was math.
i enjoy math alot cause i think ms tan rocks!
then recess. went to library with joan.
then i can't rmb what happen already. XD

Friday
there was no flag raising again
the hk exchange girls got to meet again
then she informed us to meet her afterwards.
then was science,
totally slacked cause it was ms tanjl.
then math. MY FAVOURITE.
then ih. totally stoned the whole thing.
then was recess
i spent it with ferine and gang. crapped the whole thing through
then was english
ms soroma let us study other subjects.
i did a little ih then got distracted
and started playing
then went to meet miss lee to get the contact details.
gonna email that person soon.
then school ended
went with petrina the love to nas
National Archives of Singapore.
for the e-heritage thingy.
had a long rant session.
she could tell me anything and i could as well
without any boudaries.
chat and did lots of stuff.
we crapped alot as well.
then went to the philatelic museum
had to pay 4 dollars entrance so refused to go in
then went to funan to walk around.
then my dad decided not to pick me up
so went to take bus
we took different busses cause we were going to different places.
reached around 7
then went to bath and prepared to go for BBQ.
it was good after all
there were like 6 children that loved me like anything else.
because i did lots of amazing things like lighting fire to the stick
haha.
then we BBQed marshmallows.
it tasted horribly disgusting
cause they didn't have anything to go with it.
but the choc banana was damn good.
i ate 4 sticks of satay, 1 corn, 3 marshmallows, a mouth of tiramisu and a mouth of chocolate banana.
maybe i was just to eager to go play and i didn't feel hungry at all.
then mum's colleague sent us home.
studied awhile and went to sleep.
i was super tired lahs!XD

Saturday
Went to the temple cause my mum wanted to
ment my aunts and cousin then went to pray and all those
then went to buy flowers.
they were super super pretty.
i wanted to buy more
but got no where to put.
then went home
started studying but eventually failed as i was too tired
and the computer distracted me.
then went to eat dinner.
Rachel yam rui qi called me
then started to talk to her at ard 9 plus 10
was playing geo challenge
i made it sound super good to make her create and account.
then she did. XD
then i started doing math homework.
while smsing joe at the same time
the stupid thing was that he was being mean
you know i was so nice to CARE for him
and he started calling me aunty
then i was like eh what did you say
then he was like
sorry mother.
then i told him to go and die.
but he was like.
its so cool if you were my mother cause that will make you older.
then i thought for awhile
and i decided to be his mother for 24 hours
cause it was mothers day!
haha.
so smart right.
he's such a stupid son.
never give me mothers day present.
then i finished and packed my stuff
then i realised the 6 math papers on my table
then i was like shit.
cause i had tuition in the morning
so i had no choice but to do.
note the time.
it was 1.
then i chionged through the 6 papers
with occasional times of falling asleep
and i finished at 8.
then i had to prepare for my tuition at 9.

Sunday
had tuition at 9 till ard 12.
then went to watch my show
and ate lunch.
couldn't concentrate on studying so here i am blogging.
i better go hurry up on studying
lets have a short analysis.

Science
Done:
Half of transport,
Half of energy,
Atoms and Molecules,
Light,
Digestion,
Ecology,
Particulate model of matter.

Math
-completed-

Ih
Done:
Population
Water
Half of pollution
Left:
Push and pull factors
Global warming

Lit
-not started-

Home Ec
-not started-

Yeah.
Have to chiong already.XD

WARNING. i'm gonna start ranting.
its not dedicated to anyone
and i hope no one will feel insulted or whatever. :]

I don't know what is happening now.
it just seems to me that you are changing all because of me
you won't get how guilty i feel
and even if you do,
you don't bother telling me your reasons
i don't know if you are gonna read this and start hating me
but i just have to say this.
i don't want to keep this in my heart anymore.
its not only hurting me.
but also the both of them
i don't know what _ means to you
but i know how much you mean to us.
we tried
time and time again
to remind you again and again
its not that i'm jealous.
get the point, im not
because i've moved on with life.
i just want you to have a happy life.
if you are gonna stay like that your whole life
spending your time we her
day and night, day and night.
how are you going to move on with life then.
you might or might not know how much you mean to me.
you might or might not care
you can choose to just close the page when you see this.
i just want you to know that its not the way
as what _ says,
you can go out with _ but there has to be a limit
having or not having the same interest is not a excuse.
i hang out with _ everyday.
do we look like we have a common interest?
no. we don't.
but we love each other as much.
i talk to _ everynight (almost)
do we have any common interest?
no, we don't.
it isn't a reason nor and excuse.
its just something you say to make yourself feel better.
this isn't the way.
i mean if that is the case,
how did you guys survive so many years together?
both of you are as close
or even closer than real brothers.
is it worth giving him up for _?
you know how hurt he is?
for him to _ in on the phone
when i talk to him.
i am saying this because i know he won't see it.
can you imagine how he'll feel if he see's your blog?
what if he finds his charger and he see's your blog.
have you ever thought of him
you are selfish you know.
you say that i don't think about how you feel
when i posted that post.
but have you ever thought of how we all felt?
have you ever thought of how much courage i needed to type all that up?
have you ever thought of why i had to do that?
have you ever cared.
at all.
i don't think so you know.
i don't want to see you like this anymore.
i don't want you to continue living such a life.
i don't wanna see you neglecting _
i don't want to see both of you like that.
can you just wake up?
it hurts me to see you like this.
you said you will say how you feel
even if it would hurt.
so why aren't you doing what you say?
if you hate me,
call me, sms me or do whatever to tell me you do.
say it in my face
and not keep quiet.
you aren't doing what you said.
you know something?
you mean so much to me.
so if you need someone to talk to
i will always be there.

Done.
Now i got something to say to some people.
i'm not gonna hide their names
cause i don't think they mind their names out.
woah. this is a ultra long post. XD

Denise
thank you for being such a great friend. thank you for listening to all my rants. i know i can trust you on how i feel. you will just give me lots of advice and help me with all my trouble. i do get pissed at you at times but you , _ and _ mean alot to me. i think only you can decode it. hahs. you have to be really really happy and must study super super hard so we can get into njc or something okay? work hard for your MYE's and i know you will do ultra well cause you are super super smart. (:

Rachel
hey babe. you rock you know. you never fail to make me laugh even when i am super super down and feeling super bad. i wouldn't know what will happen if i didn't have a friend like you. i'm so happy we're going out and stuff because the three of you rock so much that i don't know how much. you've got to study really really hard okay. and put a cardboard or something so you won't see your bed and won't sleep so much. i know if you work a little harder, you will do super well cause you are really smart although i say you aren't. XD

Kimberly
hey my dear. i know you are feeling really down because of many many many bad bad things but i really want you to be super super happy cause you really mean alot to me. XD whenever you are sad or whatever i will always be there for you when you need me to. don't not tell me how you feel because i will be super super sad you know. i'm really glad you're coming with us because we'll be no where without you. lastly, study hard okay? i know you are a big genius so you will do really really well. i wanna get into njc with you so badly. can't imagine life without kimberly. XD

Dana
hey. i know you've been sad because of some bad bad reasons. feel free to tell us your reasons because as your friend we are supposed to help you and not be oblivious. don't feel guilty if you make us sad because we're sad because we love you. lot lotlot. i'm so glad we're gonna go out cause this outing means alot to me. we have to stay as super good friends even if we do split okay? because i love you dana. study hard for you MYE's cause i know you will do super well because you are the most hardworking one. [:

Amethyst
I know lots of things are happening to you now. i really hope you will be the super strong amethyst that i've always known and pass this hurdle in your life. i will always be there when you need me to to hear your woes and stuff cause you're my favourite senior in st margs and one of the best things that happened to me in this year. study hard for your mid years okay? i know you will do super well. XD

Marvin
Thanks for your super encouraging dedicated post. i really cried when i read it. i think you're a super super good friend that i can tell all my worries to. i know i can trust them on you cause you will just agree with me. XD i know that you won't mind me telling you all my rants as well. thats why you're wonderful. anyways. have more confidence in yourself okay? cause you are perfect now and you don't have to change anything. study hard for your mid years okay? i know you're really smart and will do very well. chiong on your volleyball too cause you rock in it. :]

Joe
Eh. don't bully me ah. thanks for hearing all my rants and giving me the support and advice i really needed. thanks for talking to me when i'm super bored and thanks for making me laugh time and again. you are worse than a clown but better than an angel. you are really a super good friend. feel really free to talk to me whenever you like cause i will be there for you when you need me. and take care of yourself because you are not strong but the exact opposite of it. you hear me? good luck on your results as well. oh yeah. you have to be really really famous okay? cause you owe me my convertible.

-done-
oh gosh. my hands are aching now.
i shall go start studying.
tatas.

2009-05-05T16:44:00.002+08:00

I HATE YOU. BUT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING.

TheLoveOfMyLife

2009-05-04T23:00:00.002+08:00

I'm dedicating this post to DENISE RENE LAI EN HUI
i know i haven't been a great friend.
i always make you worry
make you sad
make you angry
piss you off.
but you have stayed by me all this while
all my lameness you have endured
whenever i need someone to talk to,
you're always there.
although we do get pissed at each other
but our conflicts get resolved.
i'm not a good friend.
i don't deserve you.
but you have never left me
never looked down on me
never got bored of me.
although your ears aren't big
but it will be wide open for me.
whenever i'm angry with you
or pissed
when you are as well
you will always take the initiative to resolve the conflict.
you keep secrets for me
that i never thought i would tell anyone.
your shoulder was there when i needed it.
when everthing came crashing down you stood with me
during our study sessions we will have so much fun
during our conference calls we will have even more fun
i don't know how my life would have been if i never knew you.
through the whole _____ thingy,
you heard all my rants,
cursed ppl with me,
made me feel better
and help me drop everything.
if there wasn't you i think i would have died this whole thing.
i'm sorry for the times i left you alone.
i feel bad when i think back
because you have done alot for me
srsly.
alot.
so we got to stay as friends and remember all our bets for life.
remember our bridesmaid bet and our boyfriend bet?
yeah.
we got to be friends till we are dead okay!
i love you denise rene lai en hui.

(of course i love kim, rachel, dana and many many more!)

Life is Awesome

2009-05-03T21:26:00.002+08:00

I just felt i should post.
i wanna thank the people who have helped me through this whole half a year.
through the ups and downs
talked to Joe today.
It made me feel much better.
thx dude.

Anw. i decided to post cause i want to dedicate this post to the three of them
Rachel, Kimberly and Dana.

Let's do it one by one
Rachel
Thanks for being stupid everyday. Thanks for all your crapping and thanks for all the memories. There wouldn't be us if there wasn't you. Thank you for listening to me rant about____ and lets continue having more and more secrets that no one will ever think of and lets continue having great phone call sessions! Study hard okay. i want you to do well. and if i don't go to njc if i get in, you're one of my reasons. You rock and so continue to rock on. (:
Kimberly
I know this year has been a nightmare to you. I know you are feeling really bad now. but i just want to say, no matter what the three of us will be there for you, to hear you rant, to comfort you and make you smile, because your smile is worth every thing we do you get me? Don't feel that you're a burden to us. Although you are a huge burden but if we do not have this burden, life's gonna be so sad. Because there isn't kimberly. If there isn't you, there won't be the three of us as well. So you have to come out with us okay? If not we will be really really sad. Study hard for the mid years okay? I want you to do well.
Dana
I know you aren't feeling good now. But i just want to say good friends stay by each other so no matter what, we will always be there for you whether you need us of not. I really want the old happy go lucky dana to be back. And spend more time with us okay? study hard and i know you will do super super well cause you are super super smart. :]

2009-04-30T01:00:00.002+08:00

" Awaken from a nightmare
Waiting for a new dream come true "

I have been thinking alot these days.
the incidents and accidents that happen this year.
some weren't suppose to happen
and things that were supposed to happen didn't really happen.
This year has been a great blow to me.
Many things that i didn't expect to happen
eventually happened.
What added on was actually a failed relationship.
i've never wrote on it before
but i thought a blog was to write out my feelings
and so i am
i just won't name the person
i am actually able to write it ou here because i feel that i have honestly put everything down already.
A month ago, i wasn't able to.
but today
i can say i've gotten over that guy
he isn't worth my love, my tears.
if he really appreciated it
i would feel its worth it.
but i think he's just giving his life away.
he seems to enjoy his life now.
with all the dates he has at night
he probably will be home at... 12 or 1 on weekdays and on weekends 3 plus 4?
He really did change alot.
He caused people around him to be saddened by it
and alot of conflicts were in between
i hope he will wake up one day
and realise how wrong he was.

对或错不在于对得多对或错得多错，
而是在于有没有醒悟，从中学到东西。

Anw, my mother came back from hong kong!
and she bought me lots of stuff! XD

2009-04-25T15:36:00.002+08:00

Edited some stuff, changed my blogskin.
Maybe its just my way of starting anew
all the sad things that happen would go away with the blogskin
SUPER in love with the song "river flows in you"
i am actually learning how to play it
but i know its not easy. XD
i can only play the first two lines leh.
but i'll slowly learn.
CAUSE my piano is damn lousy.
XD
but! i must finish learning it because
if i can play the whole song, shawn will owe me something!
HAHA. no problem one lah
i june hol chiong can le.
:]
i put the song on my blog
but it's right at the bottom.
so if you wanna hear, scroll down. It's there.
well, i've been studying
cause i really want to do well
and for idk what reason
i actually really want to go into njc.
so kudos to me for studying hard
:]

Anw. I wanna thank someone
He has brought me through all this time
Never left me alone
Whenever i am bored or whatever
He'll listen.
If i am sad, He will care for me.
In failures, in setbacks
He will be behind me
not letting me fall.
Through this whole incident
or this half a year
i really feel that alot of things have happened.
This is probably the best and worst year in my 14 years of life.
i've done many things wrong this year.
but He has never left me
and He made me believe
He is there and always will be.
Yes, the person i want to thank is G0d.

2009-04-20T21:07:00.003+08:00

Look. i'm gonna rant here.
i know i have not blogged for long
but i can't take it anymore.
of course there won't be any vulgarities
and i won't state any names.
i shall right the good ones first.

You
Thank you for all you have done. All your cheering up, all the laughter you have brought me. You are like a sunshine to our live. Although you are and ass and super retarted at times and you can piss people off like killing an ant. but, you rock. There wouldn't be us if there wasn't you. Well, i know if we weren't there. There won't be you. Thank you for hearing my ranting on you know who. you rock and i'll miss you loads. The only thing i did right was knowing you. Continue cracking all the stupid jokes and all the lame stuff with me on the phone because talking to you was a burden let down.

You.
Thank you for being there for me when i really needed it. Thank you for hearing me rant through the night. Thank you for all your encouragement and thank you for helping me out. Although i'm still stranded but it was better than before. I don't know if knowing me to you is a good thing or a bad thing but to me it was one of the best things that happened. I caused alot of trouble to you, i know. But you was still there. I know you are super retarded and you also made me laugh alot but most importantly, thank you for pulling me out with all the scoldings and i'm sorry for scolding you. XD

You.
You're the best. You never fail to make me laugh and i love you. Thank you for being with us. Thank you for sharing our burden. Thank you for always being there for us. We won't be what we are without you.

You.
Hey. Don't be sad that you know what is gonna happen cause i promise i will do what i promised too. I know you know what i am talking about. And you really rock. Don't be sad if you know what happened because you will always rock in our hearts tissue paper!

NOW FOR THE OKAY ONES.

You.
I don't know what i did to make you do this. Actually i may know. But i just don't
want to face up to it. I guess i really do owe you something in my previous life. It was a really bad thing yeah. That i get all my retribution back. Why can't you just appreciate for who knows who's sake. I don't spend my time on anyone you know. But what did i get back. Like what she said. i don't think i did anything wrong. That was bad or betrayed my conscience. It was a lie. But it was white. What would you have said if i was the one that did it. You will just ask me to change it back the way you did right. Do you know how much time i spent on it? Do you know i had to go to school the next day. Did y0u know how much that meant to me. It was my first step. And you had to do that. You said you were about to believe me and i did that so you would not believe me anymore. But are you sure you even did tried? or did you just say for fun. You didn't know how much it would hurt right. Let's drop this. You just enjoy making me jealous and feeling good after that right. I'm gonna drop it. Because i'm just gonna forget all the bad things and just remember the good ones. Then i'll not feel that bad. Anw. Thank you for hearing me rant. Thank you for the pleasant memories you gave me. And thank you for being there for me. Once.

You.
I seriously don't know what's wrong with you. I don't know why you change your mind so easily. If she deserves to be pitied then what about us. If we give you a choice to choose between all of us and her what will you do? I'm not going to do that. But i reallly don't understand why you have to care about her so much. You know what she does. You know she's the thing behind everything. But you still soften your heart just because she's nice to you. We already did everything that we can. but you just don't wanna listen. We don't want you to transfer. But you want to just cause of her. I don't know why this *** made such a big impact but is it worth girl? is it worth. All we can do as a friend is to tell you that doing that is not right. But if you don't wanna listen, i have nothing to say.

You.
People do have feelings. You know that and i know that. Honestly. I dread seeing you in school now. I know you are a great person and i love you alot but i just dread hanging out with you in school. I feel so much more comfortable with the others. I don't know if you did realise or just didn't. I don't know if you turned a blind eye. But i'm really sorry for being mean. Although i very much wanna talk to you everyday and hang out with you everyday but i just can't. Maybe we really are from different worlds. I love you alot but i just feel.... out of place? don't get too affected because you are still my friend and i still love you alot. But still, thank you for being there for me when i needed it. I really pray that it will happen.

You.
I'm glad we've cleared some stuff out. I use to have lots of misunderstandings of you but after this thing, when all true colours are revealed. I feel you're much better than many others. I am proud to have you as a friend.

Now the bad one.

You.
I really don't understand you. Do you know whenever i see you you're like a zombie. I don't hate you. In fact i like you but you're just making me hate you. Why do you have to come to school everyday like you're all so sad. I really don't get it. You influence people to be sad with you. I know its mean saying this. But to me, you don't mean what you say at all. I don't know why but you're just so superficial. I just feel you're coming in between. Maybe from the start i was the one coming in between but well, i really can't face you anymore.

You.
I hate you. I always tried to be a friend. But you proved me wrong that i can tolerate you. I know what you did. As news go round to you fast, it comes to me not slow either. I keep quiet does not mean i don't know. I don't do anything doesn't mean i don't care. I pretend i don't know doesn't mean you can continue. And i'm warning you here. Yes you. If you continue, i'm gonna tell the teachers. I didn't do it because she told me not to. I didn't want her to feel sad but if you wanna play i can tell you i'll win for sure. You know people, i know people too. And, i have friends that stay by me but what about you, i'm not sure and please. Don't go around acting lah. Want me les than be. What you want, homo ah. Leave us alone. I mean it.

You.
You aren't as popular as you think you are. I'm proving you wrong here. She and i are very good friends so don't you dare try do anything. Even if you do, i believe our friendship will make it through. And she isn't my only friend. Because although i may be poorer, lousier or whatever than you but at least i have friends that will never leave me. So stop all your hanky panky because you won't be able to change anything. Note the difference.

Done.
It wasn't really nice but WHO CARES. xD
anw. i don't know what's wrong with me this days.
i used to be so happy without any worries.
but now i just feel insecured.
maybe its cause of that.
but whatever.
I BELIEVE in GOD.
He will guide me through all the paths in my life.
Whether or not it is easy
he will never forsake me
he will always make a way for me
when there seems to be no way
although he works in ways we cannot see
but he'll make a way for me.
He will also guide me through
and hold me closely to his side
giving us love and strength for each new day
he will make a way.
RIGHT SHAWN THE SHEEP?

2009-04-07T00:59:00.002+08:00

im updating.
for a reason
im not bullying anyone here
not accusing anyone here
not pointing at anyone here
i am just not talking sense
so if you see this not below
don't think i am talking about you
unless you are... guilty?
don't worry. no vulgarities are included so
everyone can see it. :]

Firstly, don't be so despo.
no one that isn't short, fat or ugly will want you.
you are not out to be crook. because
no girls like you.
stop acting like all the boys in the world are under your command.
because, no they aren't.
stop acting lah.

Secondly, don't talk bad about ppl.
do you know how humiliated you cause yourself to be
when you do that.
she has not done anything to you
in fact she's the one helping you
letting you copy work
covering up for you etc.etc.
and what does she get in return?
a whole long series of false accusation.

Thirdly, we despise you
you are a loner without her.
stop bugging whoever la.
they don't like you so stop being a cockroach.
ooh. you look like one though.
hahas. just don't be a leech then.

Forthly, stop acting.
your cuts are fake.
you wanna see real cuts?
i cut for you lah
i dare you don't dare.
say what say
only know how to act emo.
' omg there's blood!!!'
-looks-
ooh. i see a black hand.

Fifth, leave her alone.
she's a brilliant person without you
we all love her
and its the opposite for you
so if you do treat her as a friend
leave her alone.

Lastly, i hate you.

As i said
this is not dedicated to anyone
so do not false accuse.
thank you.

2009-03-29T00:56:00.002+08:00

I've not blogged for a long time.
Maybe its just cause i don't have anything to talk about.
I'm starting to have a sense of belonging for my new class but i still love 1e3 alot.
though there are more sad things than happy things that are happening these days,
i still believe tmr will be a better day.
just let me rant abit here okay
i will just die if i don't
im sorry if you do feel insulted after reading this.
I AM PISSED AT 2E5
you guys aren't bonded at all you know.
and it really makes me sad because
half of you are from 1e3
i don't care of a shit for the others
but you guys matter alot to me.
do you guys realise how important it is to be bonded as a class???
all of you will feel better.
and this is secondary school.
all the friends you make are likely those that are your friends in the future
so don't you think you guys should bond!!!
to some of you, it may not seem like a problem.
but people are feeling bad abt it!
so there IS a problem.
well, i don't deny 2e2 has problems too.
but AT LEAST we're bonded. :]
anw.you ppl should reflect yeah.
anw.
i am not happy today
cause i can't stop coughing and i broke my voice. jkjk,
and my nose is super duper irritating cause its running to lalaland.
although i wanna fall sick.
but this doesn't give me a reason to NOT go to school
and if i don't fall sick by tmr
and i fall sick on tuesday
i won't use the mc
cause its april's fools
and i wanna be in school.
so pray
that i will fall sick tmr. :]
anw i don't wanna sleep
and im not tired at all
but my mother is nagging NON stop.
so i gtg now. :]

2009-03-13T15:33:00.003+08:00

...
i really really miss 1e3
the times we had together,
the things we did together,
our fun,
laughter,
cries,
sadness,
fights,
quarrels and everything
if we could turn back the clock
i wish we could stay that way
for the rest of our years in smss.

Especially you.
i really really want back the old you.
i rather you quarrelled with me all the time
but i don't want to see you so emo.
its scary
and everything is over now right?
so cheer up
and go back to the old you.

Thursday was sports day.
Fearon won for overall everything.
Then cooke got second,
Tolley or gagebrown got third or forth.
i don't know lahs.
it wasn't announced
btw i screamed as if there was no tmr.
i guess the ppl that were near me were like deaf.
after that we went to gather,
then somethings happen.
after that.
we went to have lunch at clementi
then went to kimberly's house.
with
dana, rachel, nadiah, jiajia, grace, hannah and fion.
then slack and things happened again
then went home
i think this was one of the worst sports day.
maybe it was because it was the eve of friday the 13.

Friday the 13.
i went to school
and the atmosphere was super tensed.
that day,
was a bad day.
or maybe i linked all the things that was bad.
to this friday the 13.
like i got my progress report.
actually,
i myself think it isn't that bad.
but i got scolded like shit because of it.
don't talk about it alr lahs!

Sat.
Woke up in the morning,
went to eat breakfast
blah blah blahs.
then did so much homework
that make me feel so proud of myself.
after that went to grandma house
and here i am blogging now.

I guess this year 2009 is seriously a bad year.
and suprisingly,
i cried at least 30 times this year.
and it isn't even the end of march.

2009-03-05T20:53:00.002+08:00

Im posting cause i got inspirated.
my neighbour's cousin, talia was leaving
so she shouted to her
talia! are you coming tomorrow?
she replied
yes!
then she said really really sweetly.
good. cause i want to play with you.
then i thought.
two little children with super innocent thinking can say this to each other.
isn't life amazing?
when there are ppl that commit suicide everyday
there are another group of ppl planning how they can live tomorrow better than today.
or maybe children are just so innocent.
but this has thought me how to treasure life!
but actually no one knows what's going to happen tomorrow.
''live today as though there is no tomorrow.''
so live today to the fullest.
i am going to work hard and not just say.
i am going to achieve my goals.
i always say that i wanna do this, i wanna do that.
but have i ever done anything to help myself achieve it?
i don't think so.
in fact i think i have lived my 13 years in vain.
although i can't turn back the clock
but i don't regret.
well, im still young.
so i shall start now.
and believe i can do it.
well. i do feel that i sound weird saying all this
but i know what i want now.
although some things are just so hard to put down
some things are just so hard to accept
but even if i tried but failed,
i still will not regret
because i have tried my best
and thats enough.
another thing that i want to say is that we should really treasure ppl ard us
even if we hate them, we still should love them
because in this world of millions and billions people,
if you know this one person
there is fate between you and that person
lets just take 1 to 1 million
its alr big enough.
my neighbours see each other practically everyday.
but she can actually say that to her cousin
even a young girl knows that
so i think we really should treasure human relationships.
To people that know that i love you guys,
i promise i will treat you guys better.
and i will love all of you more.
To people that know i hate you guys,
i promise i will start to love you.
and i will try my best to be nice.
and God created people for a reason.
or for many.
and he loves us all.
so we should love the people around us too!

"Savior I come
Quiet my soul
Remember

Redemptions hill
Where Your blood was spilled
For my ransom
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost

Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross

You were as I
Tempted and trialed
You are
The word became flesh
Bore my sin and death
Now you're risen
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost

Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross

To your heart
To your heart
Lead me to your heart
Lead me to your heart

Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross

Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross''

''Who am I
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.
Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.
Not because of who I am.
But because what of you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
You told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cuz I am yours.
I am yours. ''

Just for your info,
i didn't believe in God at first.
but many many things
made me feel that He is always there for me
and i can put my trust in Him.

2009-03-03T22:07:00.002+08:00

hihi
im back!!!
okay.
anw. i just have nothing better to do.
so you CANT blame me for talking crap.
okay this is an impt day in my life
i died!.
nah.
why will i be typing
anw the super shocking news
is i witness a bomb okay.
nadiah must have been thinking.
haiya. how i wish i could hug the bomb.
nah im kidding. no offence babe.
anw i am serious
they put lots of sandbags around it.
then the bomb was like so loud
that i could hear it so clearly.
OMG
then i thought it was lightning
but come on
the sun was so bright that i couldn't open my eyes
oh wait that was cause i was tired.
ah. im contradicting myself...
anw. it was super scary
they said they dug the bomb out
it was there from world war two.
then at first they didn't state that it was a bomb
then when i went home
there was this woman talking about a treasure left over.
then i was like oh. okay,
then go into the lift
my dad started laughing at the person
then he was like later got bomb
booooooooooooooooooooooooooomb
then i laughed and laughed.
but it really ended up being a bomb. like OMG
ok
enough of crapping
i have been doing badly for all my tests... except for... IH AND SCIENCE?
i think now my science is like one of my best
so yeah.
i may consider taking triple science.
i dragged ry in as well
i wanted to drag june
but she kept saying she wants to take art
but its true she can draw.
okay,.
byeeeeeeeeeee

101

2009-02-28T01:19:00.003+08:00

This is not going to be a quick one.
i have lots of things to say abt ppl.
some good some bad
i shall not state names
but get it clear
i am saying it so that it will help you change.
not to insult.

********** Thank you for all your help. All your encouragements, advices all really help me alot. Thank you for lending me a listening ear and thank you for being supportive when i really needed it. Even when we aren't that close friends, you still spend your time listening to me. Even if i was cursing and swearing you still gave me a good solution. Thanks for all you have done. Thank you for praying for me before my tests and helping me regain my courage. Oh and even when you have tests, you still listened to me. Honestly, there are many many friends that each can make but good friends only come by once in awhile. And you are one of them. okay. i shall not say any longer. Good luck for all your tests and you are a smart person so you will be able to go far in life. JYJY!!!

********** Thank you for everything. Although you often bring me sadness but you give me the most joy. I have never regretted knowing you and thanks for being there for me. Thanks for tolerating my mood swings. Thanks for forgiving me all the time. Thanks for your understanding, thanks for keeping me company, thanks for playing mahjong with me, thanks for your encouragement and blahblahs! Work hard. i believe you will do well. I will pray for you, when you need and if we really do stay as friends, come find me anytime. I will be your listening ear and i will help you to my best abilities. :] And stop cracking here and there its bad for health.

********** HEY! pig. hahas... Thanks for all your help this past month. We have caused alot of problems when you alr have alot of problems but nevertheless you still helped us. so continue to rock on! Your school going to start alr. better work hard ah. you can one. if its the course that you choose, you ought to like it. So, work hard. Some problems can be solved easily while some may not be able to be solved. However, be patient. :] Hahas. i have a new year resolution for you. Learn your times table!!! hahas. and learn how to swim if not one day you get pushed down the pool!!!

********** HI my best friend! OOOOOOOOOkay. Although i suan you everyday and i am like pissing a bimbo off but i won't lose my patience on you! I don't know why but you are such a PIG!!! Thank you for all your help my dear pig. And congrats on getting into cheer. YOU have been such a great friend. Although many troublesome problems were left for you to solve but you never complain! and yeah. thanks alot. WORK Hard for your exams kay. SUch a clever person like you will be able to score well. Can teach tuition some more. Where got problem. And no. your maths isn't getting lousier so cheer up and work hard! <3's!

********** Although we aren't that good friends but you thought me lots of things. I may have done you lots of wrong but you forgave and forget. You are a good friend. JUST don't go ard violating ppl. I super scared can!!! okay. you get violate ppl but not me. DEAL? hahas. Work hard for your exams yeah. You are a smart girl and you can do it. JYJY!!! <3's!

SPECIAL NOTE.
Thanks for enduring me. Even when i piss you off during tuition. When i called you a pig and when i made you angry. although sometimes we may quarrel but we are still bffae right! Study hard! you can do it. but don't become a nerd. XD. JYJY!!! <3'sAlthough we are not that close but you have been a really good friend and we all love you. Although you always act stupid and choose to be retarded but we still love you. Work hard and get into the subjects you want yeah. JYJY!!! <3's!HEY. you continue being stupid, retarded lame and mean cause we love you like that. RMB to invite us to your birthday party if not we will not forgive you and we will be very very angry. WORK HARD and think of what you want in life. Don't tell me you wanna live in the zoo. <3's!

Now the bad part

********** Sometimes i really can't stand you. Do you think you are really cool? You are just pissing everyone ard you. Go ard flirting and acting emo. the cuts are fake and they are obvious my dear. You think he loves you? I will chop my head of if he does. Just stare at yourself in the mirror and you will know.

********** Come on. Who do you think you are. Stop acting like a baby and get a life. you are sec two for your sake. i hate tolerating you alr. you are just pissing me off day by day. wait till one day. trust me. you will just make me flare up.

-DONE!!!- LIKE FINALLY.
i haven't been too happy these days.
i shan't say why.
but i love kim, dana, ry, denise and many other ppl!
you guys rock.
too smss netballers:

Good luck for your tournament tmr! JYJY!!!

2009-02-21T01:52:00.003+08:00

Woots! the 100th post.
as promised, here are the pictures.

The six of us. The friendship we share will be EVERLASTING!

Raffles city TOILET.

Rachel's house!

At cine... we were in the lift!

*ahem* camwhore in classroom.

kim's house!

cine! the neoprint store.

Raffles.

Dana being spastic at my house.

Raffles city toilet.

Raffles city wall.

the love we share,
the memories we had,
the fun we created,
the things we all shared.

-end!-

I really miss 1e3.
the days we quarrelled over stuff
the days we bullied ms pang together
the days we were united
the days we treasured
the times we ate in class
the times we ganged up
the times we got scolded as a class
the times we had together.
i wanna turn back the clock.
shi qu cai hui dong de zhen xi.
i shall translate it another day
i don't have chinese in this com.
anw it means that we did not treasure the times we had
when we had it
but after we are not together as a class anymore
we then really treasure it.
to all 1e3'ians.
let this class all live in our hearts.
we must all keep in contact
and we are the best class!
in unity, academic and everything
so lets try to all get into the same class agn
and we shall not forget each other!
may our class tee live with us
for the rest of our lives!
XD

Now abt today!
Nothing much till after cca
i when down to the hp zone
cause dear kim called me 10 times
she said that her cousin was at crown so we walked to crown
then dana came over too!
then my dad was supposed to pick us up
and he did
then we travelled till ard lornie road.
then suddenly slow down then now more aircon
then my dad say got no more petrol.
so me, kim, dana and bryan started screaming like mad ppl
we were so crazy that we were trying to imagine what will happen
like 987 will like send someone down to interview
then mediacorp will send camera crew down
then tmr's headlines will be three st margaret girls and a maris stella boy was stucked in the car
hahas.
then after awhile
i on the radio to 987
and then the song was sos
then kim was like singing on and on
then bryan suddenly said
hey! this song is sos.
then all of us started laughing blah blahs.
hahas.
then my father came back
and he asked some ppl to push the car to the side
but cnnt really push
then he ask bryan go push
so he went to push
and then the car moved!
so we all started screaming and cheering hahs.
then after like half an hour
the car moved and kim, bryan and i went for tuition
while poor dana went home alone.
sorry dana.
hahas.
okay.
i gtg!
bye...

2009-02-19T23:26:00.002+08:00

i feel really weird these days
maybe those ppl i overlooked are one of those that i should really treasure.
or maybe the one that i didn't really treasure
was the one closest to my heart?
i don't know.
things are just going the wrong way.
well
i shall go sleep now
bye.

2009-02-16T22:35:00.002+08:00

98th post. hahas. its gonna be the 100th post!
i shall post pictures.
heehees.
the 101 shall be the 'you' thingy
i promised denise. ;]
okay. i made two rounds of cupcakes today.
the first one was too bitter.
but the shape was super nice.
the second one looked horrible
it tasted good tho.
my cupcakes are a total failure man. ;[
actually its cause i mix everything properly
then it taste super good
but cause my mother say only bake once
so she made me squeeze all the things
into 8 cupcakes and now they are all disfigured.
:[
well i shall not listen to her advice on that anymore.
well. today's school was fun
got quite alot of presents and i just totally ston-ed in class
common test was quite difficult.
i had a mind block okay.
furthermore it was chinese.
and we are probably gonna get back our math test tmr
and the highest in 2e5 is 19/25
i am like going to die or sth can.
its like a BORDERLINE a1.
oh ya. the home econs first and second period was horrible.
but the third one we made pizza.
it was good. :]
anw. yeah.
i gtg. bye~

2009-02-15T19:12:00.003+08:00

AFTER a long long long long time,
i decided to post.
well, i am just to lazy to post.
but i got nothing to do
so yeah.
i just baked cupcakes for my cousin
they are really good
haha.
don't say anything
and i am just being honest here.
valentine's over.
but it doesn't really matter
cause what's gonna happen would still happen
anw.
today was a not-too-bad day.
woke up at like 7 cause my mother was screaming.
and then when i woke up
guess what she said.
come and eat the cake i have made.
lols. haha
anw i thought someone probably would have thought that she took today for a monday.
well, yeah.
i slacked in front of the tv
for awhile
went to bath, get changed and went out.
then went to have breakfast and went to the teleshop
my mother wanted to buy a phone
she changed her's last year jan okay.
and she paid 200 for it.
now she doesn't want it,
doesn't want to give it to me
and plans to sell it.
a little unfair right!!!
okay.
then went to great world city.
my mother saw a 43 dollar jeans and told me to try
end up i tried 7 pairs.
and i didn't buy 1 cause i couldn't find the colour i wanted.
hahas.
okay. i gtg. :]

The power of love.

2009-02-01T18:49:00.003+08:00

The title is super random can!!
i can't think of any title so yeah. XD
anw. i am always to lazy to post!
although i am online like almost everyday.
shall just talk abt friday sat and sun.
well, sat and sun only lahs.
anw we just went to botanic garden.
super boring.

SATURDAY

Woke up early for no reason.
slacked till don't know when
then watched hotshot!
that show is loved mans!!!
then i did housework!
and watched tv till about... 3?
then went to read MACBETH
like................
then i used the com till about 6
went to bath
then went out!
go to jing han's house.
actually i wanted to go swim
but my dad was so late
and i didn't want to bang my head on the wall of the pool
so yeah
i didn't go there to swim.
actually i wouldn't bang my head
but it was dark.
and his house was SO far.
at chong pang can!!!
then went up
ate, played and slacked
ryan went too!
become super kawaii now cause he never cry alr.
then he has a habit
he will throw everything you give to him
haha!
then we whenever we give him something
my aunt will be like
take... hold... stare... 1... 2... 3... THROW!
hahahas.
then went into the room to use mr tan's mac.
and every 10 mins he will come into the room and say
oh shit i forgot to do...
haha
then i gave up and so i smsed ppl.
and then it was my uncle's birthday
so we sang him a song
then we chat and talked
then it was time to go back.
so we walked to the door
i was wearing my shoes.
then my aunt said
why don't you stay here tonight
anw we will be meeting again tomorrow.
then my dad say
yeah
stay here tonight
then my mother say okay lor.
so i said okay.
then everyone said bye to me
HAHAHA.
so i stayed there.
and yesterday was the earliest day i slept.
12 30 and i k.o.
we didn't even get to play mahjong or cards lah
i was kind of disappointed.
TAN JING HAN see this
why you don't want lend me your cards?!
:[
okay.
anw yeah we all slept.
and i woke up ard 12 times sia.

SUNDAY

woke up at 7.
i played sudoku till abt 9
then i was thinking why totally no sms
so i off my phone
then on back
the next min got 7 sms
haha.
then i replied
and slacked till everyone woke up.
then went to bath
then went out
to taiseng
to have lunch
that was an expensive, noisy, unplatable lunch.
two tables. 888
expensive right???
somemore got some ppl singing sia.
and the worse thing was they couldn't sing.
then we walked ard and decided to go to vivo.
went there and told my dad that i want to go arcade
and so we went.
then i own sia
play hoops 227
i know its low but its an achievement for me!
then we played many games
and left the arcade cause my aunts and mother were at the shop waiting for us to go there.
then my cousin went to the toilet.
we went to meet them and bought drinks.
then wait for very long but never see him.
then went to look for him everywhere.
he didn't bring his phone.
what a retard right?
we almost wanted to intercom.
a little boy named chialing wearing a red shirt aged 17 please proceed to the level two info counter please. haha!
but we didn't
after that sent my aunt home and went home.

i don't wanna go to school tmr!!!
but i still have to.
dang.
okay. shall go slack now.
bye!!!

CNY!

2009-01-27T01:36:00.002+08:00

Its the moo moo year.
i got lots and lots of big angpao's man!!!
thanks to everyone that gave to me
although you may never get to see this
i think i got more then a thousand.
but dang. i only got to keep like i don't know how much
but its like 1/20
i wasn't even freaking allowed to count my money
its all her fault.
who does she think she is.
know-it-all?
she's just a plain loser
that doesn't know anything
other than scolding and nagging
she doesn't even know what irritating is
and she can just crack some stupid joke and laugh at it
when everyone stares.
come on.
does she think she knows everything.
im freaking 14.
can't i have some freedom?
not even to count my ang pao money can.
is just i count all the big big one
then got alot.
wth lahhs.
i don't care anymore.
its just plain retarded ranting abt her.
and she doesn't get it anyway
i just feel she's such a loser.
perhaps thats why i never listen to her.
enough of that
i had a long day today.
went to my grand ma house
then did card tricks
and i felt so noob.
cause only my p4 cousin didn't get it.
then went over to my uncle's house
mahjong-ed the whole time.
woots. gambling addict is me.
me is gambling addict.
then talked and watched tv.
quite fun.
laughed alot.
and found out some stuff which made me worried tho...
then here i am blogging.
okay.
i shall go bath now.
because my dad went to bath first.
then my mum.
so poor thing right me
kena bullied.
xD
okay. gtg.
bye!

Poopish, boring and fun day!

2009-01-22T22:50:00.002+08:00

The title sounds so contradictory.
forget it.
i haven't posted for a long time yeah.
have been quite busy.
Two people's birthday today.
shall just wish them happy birthday
and go offline.

Happy birthday Shawn!

Happy Birthday Damini!

Back from camp

2009-01-10T20:03:00.003+08:00

oh hi. i am back.
i was procrastinating on whether to blog or not
i don't want to
but i want to think of what i did
and what was wrong.
and i know god has always been with me
protecting me
and helping me
so lets just start from wednesday.
and not monday
as what denise the blur one wrote.

Wednesday

Went to school
almost late
i was like... at home at 7?
the bag was super heavy!!
then we had to go to the hall
and major gopal talked to us.
he introduced our pm to us
ours was pm adin and pm valerie!
after awhile
we went to the back of the hall to meet up with them.
we played games
and marked attendance
then it was time to learn.
so we learned all the different hand signs.
after that we tried it!
and it didn't rock.
then we learnt marching
zzz
i had to shout the commands!!!
it was damn weird cause i couldn't even count properly
and then till the last day i still blur blur one.
then we had dinner... it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.

-LEFT BLANK BECAUSE I CAN'T RECALL.-

after that camp
i realise camps aren't that bad.

Rubish!

2009-01-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

I bought 4 pe t-shirts in total!!!
tmr go camp
so pack
then i realise i only got 1!!!
shizzzzzzzzz

Hi

2009-01-06T23:36:00.003+08:00

Ooh. i am supposed to be sleeping!
but dang.
its 11.42!
so early to sleep.
lets talk about a day in school.
i guess i shan't name anyone
to prevent any... complications?
Went to school at abt 7.
when to buy socks
and sat at the parade ground stoning
Then we went to change into our house t-shirts.
I finished changing before denise, kim and rachel did!
haha!!!
i went to rachel's class to make a comment.
and i said: did you get stuck?
haha.
she came out of the class
and said *******.
and i laughed.
then we went to play games.
dog and bone.
practically. the bone was a papaya.
then we went to the basketball court
and we played the chair game.
and we, the 22b thrashed the 24a in it.
2-0 :]
then i saw the flour game while walking to play the sponge captain's ball.
and i had lots of bonding time with denise
because she was in the class in front of us!
at the end
when we went to the station
that we had to play the flour game
and it totally sucked.
before that we played a game
which we had to balance the bowl
and no one in my gp could reach on top of my head. XD
so i didn't have to play
but i contributed alot!!!
my way will always work lor!!
you ask the girl to walk straight
and you walk with her
to give her moral support
and encouragement.
keep telling her that she is reaching.
and she will make it.
then we played two more games. which sucked too.
then we went for recess (without permission)
haha.
the nice me bought green tea for denise, kim and ry!
and then went back to class.
then lots of stuff happen
and i don't wanna say what
its
demoralizing
pathetic
irritating
and
downright ____.
so i should go now
since i have accomplished my mission.
tatas!

Hot and Cold

2009-01-05T22:02:00.002+08:00

I think the things i am doing nowadays seem weird.
i actually start to like english songs.
and yes.
to rachel, kimberly and dana's suprise
yeah. my blog song is in english
like WOW
okay. rachel don't call me when you see this.
but it will be a long time tho.
predicting from the speed of your brain.
don't worry, i am just kidding.
btw! i wrote the bookmarks alr.
but i guess its super ugly.
zzz.
i told you to write it by yourself.
but who ask you all don't want.
okay. i won't be posting till friday
because there is a adam khoo camp
which is super tough man!
i don't wanna go
but since it involves excercise
and we can get out of school
i guess it wouldn't be that bad after all.
i shall post when i come back.
i think i will be too tired.
but well, i guess its worth posting.
ALTHOUGH its lame
our team is military training. zzz.
they have a POP too.
for those who are stupid
it stands for passing out parade
but well, since i paid 98 dollars for it
i might as well enjoy the three days.
and i am lazy to type more
so i am going to stop here.
and i just changed my blogskin
so okay;.
i will get going now.
ciao!

Those that are closest to my heart.

2009-01-04T23:31:00.004+08:00

Don't ask me why but i just feel like saying this.
it sounds like i am going to die tomorrow or something.
but i really mean all that i am going to say.
It may be suprising
but this ppl really matter alot to me.
Without them i really don't know what i will be like
i shall use our traditional 'you' format...
actually i think you can guess the four
but the other two maybe not.
there isn't any positions...
all are as important
so, don't really bother about who i talk about first.

You.

The super stupid, innocent(fake one) and cute girl
actually smart. but still!
you are always there for me
whenever i have cramps. :[
whenever i need help
staying up till late with me
being my confidant
always making us laugh
a girl that loves to play
and disturbs me everyday
always have weird ideas
and funny actions.
I have never regretted being in st margs because of you.
and i love 1e3 because it was our matchmaker
though we are now in different classes
but i know
we will always remain as super good friends.
i know that we will continue to talk every day too.
lets aim for the same class in sec 3 kays!
and i do know i am super mean to you.
but i know you don't mind
and you know i am just playing with you.
you can't blame it on me
just blame yourself for being so nice to bully.
i hope you will stay super cute!
and don't sleep so late anymore!

You.

The most pms little girl.
the one that also brings us lots of laughter
the one that loves her fringe
the one that will pretend to be angry!
the one that we will all miss when she's gone.
i know you always pms cause you feel lost.
HAHA
but my dear
i want you to know that we will always
stay as very good friends.
we will never hate you
don't worry
and have more confidence in yourself.
AND we love you.
although we are not in the same class
but take care of yourself
and i will buy you a set of zig as birthday present.
cause no one lend you zig le.
oh. rachel and dana also.
gosh.
in the month of may i will recieve many presents
but i have to give so many too.
:[
pocket got hole liao.
okay.
and if you are not happy
call me any time
:]
but i will end up not answering sia...
always miss your call.
okay. i will try my best!

You.

The super good girl
who gives us laughter AS WELL
is not that i have ran out of words.
but its a fact.
The one we know we can rely on
the one that we know we can trust.
the one that encourages us
and the one that studys super hard
and draw super well.
you will always be the humour queen
tho always get bullied by kim.
haha
i don't know much to say about you.
but i just want to tell you
that you are super important to us
and we cant not be your friend
like we will regret it lots.
and my dear
you rock.

You.

The one that always love to go out
to shop
love to sms
to talk
to be lame
to talk to tortoises and other insects
to scare ppl
to make us laugh
best person to chat with
to confide in
to tell secrets too
to share stuff with
to eat noodles with
to do all the things with
you are a super important person you know that
from the day we hated each other
to the day we loved each other.
if the time would turn back
i will probably chose this way to walk
because i am glad God made me walk this way
to know a friend like you
Although i love suan-ing you
but don't worry. i still love you.
and my dear girl
always have a smile on your face.
you will look super chio
and i know that.
so continue smiling for your whole life
XDXD

You.

Although i don't know you for a long time
but i want to thank you for being there for me when i needed help
talk to me when i am down
sms me and accompany me
stay up late at night with me
play mahjong with me
and do lots of stuff with me
when i needed the most help
you were there for me
comforted me when i needed just that.
talked to me when i was bored
although i ps you almost every night
you still talk to me every night
and let me ps.
try to hide your sorrow just to not make me sad
care about me like a brother and not a friend
but i really want to tell you this.
if you were my friend
you would be the best friend anyone could have
if you were my brother
you would be one that anybody could wish for.
and i mean it.
i know when you are sad because i am sensitive to ppl's feelings
so my dear, don't hide them anymore
just tell me
i promise i won't tell
and i promise i won't laugh.
but just don't keep it in your heart.
and stay happy!
:D
and don't go home so late!!!

You.

Weirdest blog writer i know man.
Write a composition
instead of a post.
did you like score a1 for your english?
okay.
i started by thinking you are irritating yeah.
but after talking to you more
you are not that bad after all
i know after ppl see this
there are gonna be many more rumours
but honestly i still have to say this.
thank you for being there for me when i needed help
and encouraging me to pray to God
help me believe he will help me on my problems
and lead me to where i should go and what i should do.
thank you for caring for me and talking to me about God
I really appreciate that.
i don't know much about you
but i want to thank you for introducing me more about god
listening to me ******** my parents
advising me on what to do
etc.
and i won't be angry with you just cause you overslept.
haha
so cheer up!

okay. my mum's nagging now.
i guess she just found out that i am not asleep.
after so long.
and i better go sleep
as there is school tmr.
haha.
and guys.
don't bother counting the number of lines you have
it doesn't matter okay?
and i know three of you do that.
haha
i really gtg now.
and i don't know when i am going to post again/
tatas!

-No title-

2008-12-30T20:49:00.003+08:00

I haven't been blogging for a long time.
i probably got influenced by marvin li
on com no mood to blog.
and probably cause i have been playing maple.
but its getting lesser tho.
cause training an acc that only can lvl once
every 10 hours ( provided i don't stop)
But since many people told me to blog.
i shall
and i am getting super lazy
so i am just gonna talk about the two days i WENT out.

Last Wednesday

Went to watch twilight at causeway point.
Went with denise, danielle, larry, sherri, shermaine, shawn, jac, ailing, sharity, kin peng, etc.
the rest i cnnt rmb name!. ps.
then i went to denise's house in the morning
then waited for the royal highness to get ready
then took 961 down to causeway point
and we played hide and seek with larry and shawn
danielle and i were enjoying it
but denise decided to not let us play! dang.
then we walked ard
then larry and shawn haven't eat
so went to the food court.
we sat there
chatted and stuff
then when the time came
we went to meet the others.
then went for the movie.
after that
walked ard agn
as that place was so boring.
then we went back to the same food court.
ate agn.
then went to christ church sec.
for the candle light service
it was nice tho.
DENISE LAI KEPT BLOWING OUT MY CANDLE!!!
cause everyone one gone
so she blow mine!!!
then at the end waited and chat then went back home.

tODAY
woke up early in the morning for tuition
then called nadiah and started disturbing her.
i then persuaded her to come to my house
then at the end larry, denise, dana and nadiah came!
i shan't elaborate cause i am too lazy to type.

thus, i shall abruptly end here. bye!!!

Wooh

2008-12-12T23:54:00.003+08:00

LONG TIME NO BLOG.
haha. i went to hokkaido.
shan't talk alot about it
cause i have been very lazy
INFLUENCED by mr MARVIN li.
see its all your fault that my blog is dead.
i heard LOTS of things happened when i was gone.
LOL.
okay.
there is a class bbq RIGHT?
and i GOT jiaying to go.
cause nadiah can't go, kim got competition, rachel will be at vietnam
RACHEL YOU BETTER BUY SOMETHING BACK FOR US.
if not your biscuits will be GONE.
wait.
it isn't optional its a MUST.
RIGHT KIM?
okay.
On this trip
I MADE 2 FRIENDS.

*CROWD APPLAUSES*

i stole that fm somewhere
tho i don't know where.
1. Teo Wei Yun. :]

Age: 15.
2. Teo Yi Xiang

Age: 18.

THUS ITS OBVIOUS THAT THEY ARE?
you will be an idiot if you can't guess it.
too bad if you can't
cause i am not telling you.

okay those people that are not going for the bbq shall die.
EXCEPT FOR:
some ppl plus kim,ry
thus nadiah...

i will blog the pictures
ONE DAY
i happy then okay LOR.
and guess what.;
i just stopped playing maple
ALOT of ppl very happy RIGHT?
List of names:
Denise, Nadiah, Dana, Kim, Rachel.
HAHA

blahs.
ME SHALL STOP HERE.
cause i am going to load my beautiful pictures.
nah.
jkjk only.
And Wei Yun must send me the pictures.
Yi Xiang you better post on your facebook or friendster if not you DIE.

kim: You will always be our best of friends and we will never forsake you. GET IT? So don't keep thinking that i hate you or what.

Rachel: Hi my dear panda, okay that sounds wrong. You ah... tsktsk. whole day eat and eat and eat. But never mind.continue eating. :]

Dana: Hey you made the right choice. there are so many more boys. haha. We will always be there for you.

Denise: My dear chio bu, got curfew alr sia. I don't care hor. bbq that day you better stay until late late with me. the most i send you and jy home.

Jiaying: You better go for the bbq and must stay until late late if not i won't forgive you.

GOSH. I SAID I WAS GOING TO STOP POSTING LIKE 5 MINUTES AGO.
WELL I AM REALLY GOING NOW.
bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Bad day

2008-11-11T16:24:00.002+08:00

lalalas.
i am talking on the phone with joe and nadiah now.
MUAHAHAHAS.
anw. i am bored.
so i decided to post.
and anw.
we talked ALOT.
and about alot of things
like of course.
a few years never talk la.
haiya.
i don't know what to say la.
should just stop posting
and let this be the shortest post ever.

I ♥ bloons tower defense 3

2008-11-06T23:08:00.002+08:00

Shall just make a quick post here.
i guess life's been alright.
and i'm quite happy.
starting science tuition tmr. :(
anw. i haven't been posting.
i actually kicked the addict of posting.
i even forced marvin to post like once a week.
haha.
and he actually did.
so yeah
i guess posting is fun.
but its not when you have nothing to post about.
so i guess pictures would do the trick.
and i am in need of them
cause this post is so short.
oh wait.
i still have more to write.

Monday
jiaying came over.
i went to the bus stop to pick her up.
then we went up and watched tv.
after awhile dad called
and he bought lunch.
we went down to get it.
but he didn't get drinks
so me and jiaying walked to clementi central
to buy bbt.
so long never meet elton liao
so ask him meet me there
then treat him to bbt.
i know i am such a nice person
LOL.
okay, then walked around
and ended up with 6 donuts.
then we went home
and slacked.
played chess,
mastermind, and watched tv.
then went downstairs to play badminton
and walked around.
AND SHE LOST 3 CHANCES.
i shall now talk about it.
and she went home!

Tuesday
Denise came over quite early.
then we slacked and cooked noodles
at around 10
jiaying came over.
so we slacked more
then after that we were too bored.
so i suggested that we will go downstairs and take a walk.
so we did
and we had a fun walk.
shall not talk about what happen.
so yeah.
then dad called
he brought us for lunch
and we ate pizza.
then came back
and slacked more.
we then went down to play again.
then jiaying went back.
me and denise continued playing
and then she went home.
^^

Wednesday
woke up in the morning
and slacked in front of the tv.
then went to denise house to help her
PACK her room.
we ended up getting nothing done.
she did all the packing
while we just slacked.
nicole and jiaying was there.
yeah. and after denise gave up
we were staring at the com.
don't ask why.
then we decided to go to macs
but denise didn't want to
so three of us went.
i hate my dad btw.
then we bought stuff
and went back to denise's house.
then we sat and ate at the benches.
and that sucked.
then we played basketball and badminton.
then i went home.

Today
today's a boring day.
shall not say much.
and what's the suprising thing.
i spent the whole day playing piano.
=.=
and i actually enjoyed it.

i am not going to post pictures.
cause someone is like stealing the computer away.
and that's my dad.
that's why i hate him. :X
okay. i am going to sleep now.
considering the point that for the past 4 nights i slept at 2 plus 3.
and that i woke up at about 8 everyday.
so yeah.
and i have to wake up and 7 tmr.
cause i got tuition.
sian right?
anw,
i WILL find a time to post pictures.
and i wanna get w980.
so yeah.
♥loves.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

2008-11-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

Shizz...
i think its too late.
Well you can't blame me.
I was at kim's house and i came back around 10
so i watched tv and bath!
how to blog.
i don't care.
its 11.59
heehee.
okay.
Oh and i went to kim's house in the morning.
and it was super super duper duper FUN!
I shall post pictures next time.
shoots.
i owe lots of pictures.
haix.......
okay. i reached kim's house around 11.
then we sat on the sofa and used the laptop
then we started watching a super nice show.
MOONFACE 2
veh veh veh nice.
then we watched my classmate's dad.
Both very very funny.
Then we COOKED NOODLES!!!
i taught kim how to.
she was so afraid that i would burn her kitchen down
then she couldn't stand still la.
keep walking here and there.
HAHAHA.
okay. then thank god. her mum came back
after that
her mum cooked and we ate.
then we went to her room,
played com and slack.
then rachel called and we talked to her for a long long long time.
and that caused my phone to die.
Then me and kim realised that both of us watch the 4.30 chinese show.
then it was so funny.
So we went to watch it.
then we watched the 5.30 show as well.
around 6
her dad came back and they went out.
so i waited for my dad at the bus stop
then went to red hill to eat.
Then kim called and said her dad enrolled her for learning point already.
YAY!!!
Now we are in the same tuition.
okay.
i shall go watch my show alr.
tatas.

Quiz.

2008-10-29T23:52:00.001+08:00

About Yourself

General Info

Name?: Valencia

Age?: 13

Hair color?: brownish black.

Happy with it?: Yeah. guess so.

If not, what would you change it to?: black with brown streaks?

Eye color?: I DUNNO!!!. some one told me it was brown. ( was it denise? )

Happy with it?: Yeah............

If not, what would you change it to?: Black???

Skin color?: i don't know.

FavoritesColor?: Blue.

Food?: ...

Animal?: i don't really love animals...

Smell?: the air.

Website?: my blog!

fast food?: MACS.

Activity?: Play com.

TV Show?: I dunno.

Actor?: dunno. dun care.

Actress?: same

Movie?: ...

shoe brand?: Converse

Board Game?: Monopoly?

Video Game?: Rachel XBOX racing car game.

Usernames - On Aol or AIM?: HUH?

On Bzoink?: HUH?

On LiveJournal?: HUH?

On Blurty?: HUH????????

On Neopets?: KIren.

This or That?Coke or Pepsi?: Both.

Black or White?: Black

Summer or Winter?: Winter

Spring or Fall?: Spring

Mountains or Plains?: Plains

Rock or Pop?: Both?!

Jeans or Khackis?: Jeans

Shorts or Capris?: Shorts.

Message Boards or E-mail?: E-mail

Some good friends or a lot of bad ones?: some good friends.

TV or computer?: COM.

Cordless phone or cell?: cell.

MSN or AIM?: MSN.

Survey or Quiz?: quiz...

Pink or Red?: pink.

Christmas or Easter?: christmas!

TAG 10 PEOPLE.
-Elton
-Rachel Yam
-Kimberly
-Dana
-Denise
-Jiaying
-Marvin
-Xin Yi
-Nerissa
-Nicholas

DAMN. i am to lazy to reply tags.
well shall reply them tmr.
tatas.

Thank god.

2008-10-29T08:27:00.002+08:00

Well, i do have to thank god
thank him for making this holiday here
and thank him for showing me what are some
dogs made of.
i guess you should know what i am talking about.
you can say if you want your name surfaced.
i don't mind.
and yeah i am trying to snatch both of them away
wow. i admitted it.
yeah. i am just a bitch.
you can't stand me.
i am just trying to fit in
but fail yeah.
and failed in your hands.
oh wait. i thought you didn't have hands.
if you think by saying that
everyone will pity you
i guess you are wrong.
oh wait.
or should i make my blog private
like yours so i can say things behind people's back.
like what you do?
well, you know what i mean
or do you want me to copy the whole passage for you?
well, i don't amend stuff like you do.
and if you are trying to fit in
don't say i am.
i just hope that nothing horrible will happen next year.
and well whether i change my url is not your business.
and if i am trying to fit in is not your problem.
so shut up.

i guess i hate holidays.

2008-10-28T16:47:00.003+08:00

i guess i am running out of things to post
since its the holidays.
lets talk about last saturday.
i went out with denise
went to her house at 11.
then wait for the royal highness to get ready.
she was in like t-shirt and fbt's.
we were supposed to leave at 12.
she started getting ready at 11.30
and we left at 12.30.
imagine the consequences if she woke up at 11 instead of 8
i guess we would have left at 2
when we were suppose to reach at two.
wait for the freaking long 961
which then came
and we went to causeway point to grab a bite
she bought chicken tenders and i bought onion rings.
we both didn't eat.
we didn't have time
so we ended up cabbing there.
to her church.
it was quite fun.
we played games and played games.
shall not elaborate
but i think i was very freaking high
based on the fact that i almost threw a table at someone.
cause that guy was irritating
he kept calling his team the dream team instead of ruth.
i was in luke
but we didn't get into the finals.
denise got in.
but she didn't want to.
then she went up on stage.
and there was another group that was lack of a team mate
and cause my group was like one mark away
i got sabo'd up on stage.
then we guessed prices of stuff,
and we answered weird questions
and that pastor or dunno what crap
keep calling st margaret, st market.
and me and denise got so freaking pissed.
so yeah.
then at the end that nicholas guy which i almost threw a table at,
his group won.
so yeah.
then it was like 6.15 and we were supposed to meet cher and dana
at serene center's macs at 6.15.
and if we took a bus,
we would have reached at 7.30
and the show would have started.
in the end
we reached at 6.45
and we went to buy flowers for nicole
which were super hot.
and yeah. we walked to school.
the performance was great.
shall post pictures and videos next time.

This is something i found on one of my friends blog
just to save some trouble,
i am naming this friend friend.
yeah.

This school is like so what lah, can't they just bring the standard down?Many people retain because of it. Is like wtf lah? Its not easy to get goodresult okay? Don't you pity those people who get retain and didn't do wellbecause of the standard? They tried but still can't. Then two ways, either givethem s2e of staight retain, its so heartless okay.

The reason for this to be here, is cause i didn't know what to post today.
so i decided to talk about this.
my dear friend,
here's a note to you. no offence but think before you actually say what you wanna say and
whether it does make sense or not. i understand that you are trying to be a human and
say what you want to say but you yourself must see if it makes sense. so yeah.
Actually, i don't get it.
if you say this, aren't you admitting that your friend is lousy?
and trying to say that he/she can't meet the expectations?
well, i shall not dwell on that.
what i feel is that if schools lower their expectations,
what will become of their students?
will they be able to pass national exams?
letting them take s2e is good enough.
if they don't work hard,
it will become their own problem
and at that point, it has nothing to do with the standards anymore.
so yeah. think about it.
i shall go have dinner first.
later post again. and put quiz and reply my tags.
tatas.

80th post.

2008-10-24T22:35:00.002+08:00

Woots. 80th post. XD

YESTERDAY
last day of school.
had lots of instrumental
but it was fun
after school jy and denise came over
then we played chess
watched tv...
then around 5 we went downstairs
then i saw my neighbour's son
which i didn't know was.
then his father came down and said to me
'wah. big girl already uh
almost cannot recognize you'
then around 6 i send jy to bus stop
and there were some extra's boys
when i came back
they were using our stuff
but they are nice.
okay.
then at the end they ask for our phone number
then i say later
then i guess they didn't hear.
so we left
then i sent denise to the bus stop and went back up.

TODAY
went back to school today.
for instrumental
reached at 7.50
lesson was at 9 leh.
then so wait for people to come lor.
then at the end 10 went the lesson end the next class still haven't come yet
so three of us sat down and talked to Mrs Tan.
Me, Petrina, Jin hui
So sad it was last lesson.
anw. we said alot of bad things about the 'minister of parliament'
which was, fun?
then we met jolene
but me and petrina had to go look for teacher's first cause we need to borrow the freaking camera for sdma.
then we went to library
borrowed 3 books for english hmwk
then i played chess with jin hui.
sudden hots on chess.
okay.
then played some money game
which landed all four of us bankrupt.
then me and petrina went to macs
hhahahaa. fun fun.
i thought through alot this few days.
what i was going to do
where went wrong
and others.
go i shall post my goal for 2009

Goal:
-Write lots of notes.
-Pay attention next year
-Work hard
-Concentrate
-top 10 position

should be going out with denise tmr.
tatas.

Tag replies.

2008-10-22T21:55:00.004+08:00

Tag replies:
~YO VAL! :D me am here to give you a tag. so here it goes.! TAG:D too bad here can't pu picture,if noti will put a picture of a very cute guy by the nameof ZACHARY JAMES BAKER! xD~
Jiaying - who is zachary james baker huh.......... i dunno sia. maybe got stm or maybe that person is not important. LOL
~thx.4 leavin e heart on my link.if u dint realise u cn change it but stil thx~
Nadiah - haha. didn't have the need to change it anw. so don't need to thank me. =)
~hello! xD~
Dana - hi dana. ;D
~FINE! IGNORE ME! hmpf!! :( booo! never say meeeeee.. :'(~
Rachel - OH YA! forgot all about you. paiseh la.

~thanks. I love you too!~
Kim - XD. you rock.

~hey since when did you hate blood?i just realised...lol...i love blood~
Nadiah - i know you do.
~OH.MY.GOD. What The Bloody Hell Has Happened To Valencia And Wenda? They Were Sooooooooo Sweeeeeeet.~
Parmy - *slaps*

~hey u change your skin!!i like the stars...dont worry your marks arent so bad.you'l be in a nice class for sure!yuor friends will always be there for you~
Nadiah - thanks. ^^
~hello = )~
Mark - ello's. oh ya. this is called commented?!

POST DEDICATED TO RACHEL YAM

2008-10-21T18:52:00.002+08:00

okay.paiseh. yesterday post never include rachel yam.
so i am gonna dedicate this to her
RACHEL YAM
You rock
and must stay like that
so everyday all of us can laugh till our stomachs ache.
and be happy!!!
( you just made people jealous)

Marks of hell.

2008-10-20T19:03:00.006+08:00

Wow. i guess my marks are depressing.
And i have not been posting for a long long long long time
this is like gonna be a long post
cause i have not posted for a long time
and i got lots of stuff to say.
Today's monday yeah.
Shall start with last tuesday.
We had graffiti art which was our post exam
and we had to instructors Fye and J.
Then at first it was kind of boring
but became better.
They told us to use pencil to write our names on a piece of paper
and it had to be 3d.
then i tried drawing
but failed. badly. okay not that bad
just that i didn't like it
so i erased it away
then j came over and he saw my empty page.
he was nice and he drew a super nice v for me.
and i didn't know how to continue
so i asked him to help me
and he explained the whole thing to me
then next was recess
then went we came back
it was SPRAY PAINTING TIME.
it was super fun
cause there was 9 of us from 1e3
and thus we did a piece together
at first our 1e3 was not very obvious
and j helped us outline it which made it look damn nice
shall upload the photo
oh. and we went back to class and played taiti
halfway through the game
ms lee came in
and we thought we were gonna get scolded but in the end we didn't
so yeah.
then after that j was writing people's name in graffiti style
and it was freaking nice
then he drew my name damn nice and it had a heart.
then i got laughed at the whole lesson.
:(
then we drew a card for him
to thank him. XD.
that day was FUN FUN FUN.

Wednesday
Mtv dance style.
we danced
and arms ached.
shall not elaborate much
cause it was tiring.
then denise came to my house
and we went to fmps
by bus and i got my yearbook.
which was fun fun fun.
then opposite school we saw alan
and she dared me to call him
and i did
so she owed me 4 dollars.
heehee.
okay.
then we were really bored.
SO, we decided to walk back.
and it was fun
haha
and she went home about 7 plus
heehee.
we both had lots and lots of fun

Thursday.
WHat happened on thursday.........................
oh ya.
the toys
and games!!!
okay the games were fun
and i wanna buy
but till now i still havent ask. so yeah.

Friday.
Got back our exam paper.
Shall type it out.

CHINESE

compo- 14/25 :[
situational- 6.5/10 :[
main paper- 50/70 :]
oral- 13/20 :[
listening compre- 8/10 :]

SCIENCE
i did badly
- 53/100 :[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[

ENGLISH
compo- 15/30 :[
situational- 19/30 :[
compre- 7/25 :[[[[
summary- 19/24 :]
litreature- 44/75 :]

Haix. then at night went to eat crab.
YUM YUM.

Saturday
Broke up with him
actually didn't regret much
after i found out how much of a fool i was.
just a few lines.
Stop being such a desperado. No one will take pity on you except your dear sister. i guess i don't have to say much cause its not worth for me to waste my time on. So stop being a bugger. Even dana can't stand you
okay. then went to grandparents house

Sunday
went to wcp in the morning
stayed at home the rest of the time.
don't wish to elborate.

Monday
Got back some papers
which make all results out.

MATH
paper one- 31/50
paper two- 35/50
total- 66/100

IH
total- 53/80 :]

okay. wow. this is the long post.
which is not very long
gosh. i am like crapping now?
okay. anw. i got stuff to say to people as well.
so here it goes.

Kimberly (the most cranky and cute one)
My dear girl don't be sad and stay happy always! Super fun talking to you. Must always talk kays. Although you didn't get the results you wanted, i know you tried your best and you put in alot of effort. but don't be too sad. i think is the teacher blind one then cannot see properly that's why mark you wrong. the teacher should go get specs. XD. and stay happy kays my forever smiling or laughing dear super good friend. ILY:)

Jiaying (the most happy go lucky one)
Eh. Ms happy go lucky. not bad sia. smart girl. next time must study harder hor. then can really deserve your avenged sevenfold cd.haix. and ego veh high hor. but its okay cause if one day jiaying goes to school and doesn't have high ego i will probably freak out. so stay very happy kays my dear happy go lucky girl. ILY:)

Denise ( the most chio and smart one)
HAHA. my dear walking partner. so fun hor. walk from school all the way home. i think both of us can take part in walkathon together. XDXD. And thanks for teaching me chess. :] and exam score so high i am jealous. BUT STAY HAPPY!!! Must always be the smartest and chioest girl hor. ILY:)

Dana ( the super chio, cute, smart one)
I am so proud of you and you know why. so yeah. Dana you rock and you really do. XDxD. He really has to get a life. i really can't stand it. oh yeah. you and yk must stay happy and stay long long hor. ILY:)

Mark ( nice guy number 1)
Thanks for being a nice friend that plays games with me when i am bored. thanks for reminding me that i use to have a high ego. XD. thanks for talking to me when i got nothing to do. thanks for all your praises. heehee. oh ya. and hope you scored well for your eoy's anw. a smart guy like you will sure do well. So stay happy:) and you better not forget me if not you will die a horrible death. XD. heehee. take care!

Marvin ( nice guy number 2)
Yo. Your favourite word/slang sia. okay whatever. thanks for helping me solve problems. thanks for playing jigsaw with me. thanks for making me laugh. hehe. shall do you this favour to help you find a girlfriend. and you better say okay and you better keep your promise to blog at least once a week if not you will really really really die a super horrible death. Understand mr marvin li.

Heehee i wanna thank a few people.
for helping me remember i am a girl and i have a long way ahead
THANKS GUYS.
YOU ROCK. <3>last time say will put quiz right.
okay. is at the bottom.
tatas.

Have you ever...
Been on a plane: Yeah. like DUH.
Swam in the ocean: i think so... but i don't like. >.<>.<>.<
Are your toe nails painted: was. : )
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: no one else's
What color shirt are you wearing now: light green.
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: Playing mahjong!!!
When did you cry last: Thursday i think...

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. walking!!!
2. Eating!!!
3. breathing!!!
4. Running!!!
5. Crying!!!

5 things on my to-do list today...
1. SLEEP.
2. Sms
3. pack my bag
4. Post!
5. CHAT

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Chocolate.
2. SEAWEED CHICKEN
3. Frutips.
4. pokey.
5. Mentos

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Change phone!!!
2. Move house!!!
3. Buy presents!!!
4. GO shopping
5. Sleep

5 of my bad habits:
1.Addicted to com
2. phone
3. sms
4.slack
5. Dream

5 people I tag....
1.Marvin
2.Jiaying
3.kim
4.Dana
5.Denise

Post Exam

2008-10-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

lalalallas~
i am blogging after 3 days!!!
okay that was RANDOM.
ANW. today we had post exams
was supposed to do beat boxing
but ry got into jewellery so i pei ta.
very wei da right???
heeheee.
okay but it was FUN.
we made a necklace
oh
and i bought two more sets
to make at home!!!
oh. and lets talk about what i did today
quite amazing.
okay i reached home round 3.30
then sat on the sofa till 5
watch tv mah.
then practice piano
then 5.30 to 7 was piano lesson.
then 7 i sat down to make my necklace
ate dinner at 8
then 9 on com
then play with ry, then jiaying, then mark.
PLAYED REVERSI.
okay.
tomorrow might be going to someone's house.
haha.
oh ya
and i am pissed at my mother
she is ridiculous.
but i shall not say why.
okay.
oh ya. and when i stop playing...
guess what i did!!!
i bloghopped and went to about 40 blogs.
and stole a few quizzes.
i shall post them the one in each post. oh ya.
and those people that got tagged
better do if not die. including marvin li.
oh and must ENJOY. hahaha
oh and DANA the GREAT
you rock and we will always love you.
NOT Less but lots more.
so don't worry.
cause we LOVE you.
xD
okay.
QUIZ TIME.

Lalalalalas~

2008-10-09T15:09:00.002+08:00

POOF. Exams are finally over!!!
WOW. i am so amazed.
I actually mugged for this exam
LALALAS.
BUT something bad spoilt my mood. :(
I GOT CRAMPS.
LIKE what the hell.
ISN'T it like the WRONGEST thing to happen
SIAN.was supposed to go orchard
THEN go to ry's house
THEN at the end never go orchard
BUT i am going to rachel's house soon.
AND kimberly and rachel did a stoopid thing.
OH YA. and dana as well.
WHICH i shall not say.
OKAY. i shall stop here
BYE bye.

(noticed the pattern? if not you are blind.)

dark and gloomy.

2008-10-07T18:16:00.002+08:00

have not been blogging for such a long time yeah.
i don't know what to say
my mind's just in a blank
Aiya. i shall just say something.
no wait. dedicate this rest of the post to my dear boy.

I really want you to know how i really really feel
i want to be there for you whenever you are sad.
i want you to tell be how you really feel
i want you to be with me
i want you to be happy
you always don't tell me when you are sad.
you always don't show your emotions
when you are not happy you don't tell me
lalalalas~
as i said
my mind is blank can't think of anything le
but u must remember i love you.

DANA IS GREAT.

2008-10-04T16:49:00.003+08:00

hello everyone.
this is DANAAAAA!

oh valencia, you can't stand me and kun?? T^T
okay. i shall love him less then.

Bio paper SUCKS... DDDDDDDDD:

2008-10-03T20:12:00.005+08:00

Tom Dick and Harry met each other and they fell in love and they lived happily ever after!!! :DDDDDDDDDD

I'm gonna fail my bio paper............. stupid dental appointment... >.<

Oh and valencia you're loved. FOREVER. :DDD

Oh and Dana you really love Kun alot and i can't stand it

From Valencia. xD

But i still love you. And FOUR of us will never separate.

FROM VALENCIA. I SWEAR!!!

posted by wenda

xPPP

lalalalas~

2008-10-03T18:56:00.002+08:00

OMG. i just went to my blog and realised how long i haven't been posting
well.
i can't blame anyone.
or anything.
its just that i am actually starting to study and play less
but i will still talk for a few hours a day
and that can't be cancelled.
CAUSE ITS important.
okay. i am just posting cause i am going to type a story out
okay its a conversation
BETWEEN TWO PEOPLE.
LALALA.
enjoy. oh btw
just to ensure no one can backstab..
i am just going to call them apple and orange.
heehee. once again ENJOY! :D

Apple: if you really hate me, just say it. i don't mind but just stop hurting us. if you think that ny doing all these you can get what u want and make me break up with wenda then so be it. But i can tell u that it is impossible. Anyway, no matter what you do, four of us or maybe eight of us will stay in a group and never seperate. if you think that without you we can never continue as friends then you are so wrong. And if you want to say anything about me then just say it right in front of my face. Stop hurting everyone around you. You said that you were okay and that we should just leave you alone but we did not. we continued being a friend. And if you really want to continue like this then i can't do anything. so just stop all this and stop acting like we kicked you out and being so hypocritical. You were the one that left and so stop acting all that ----- and as if we owe you big.

Orange: you should really read my blog. who said i hated ya. who said i thought u kicked me out?! gossip is gossip. don't believe everything you hear. there is nth for me to explain from what you wrote.its all accusations. believe what you want. i'll be gone before you know it

end of story.
oh well
i will just like to say a few words
OMG. i sound like i am speaking on stage.
*pukes and faints*
*revives*
okay.
i shall follow kim.

You.
What the hell is wrong with you. Do you think by doing all this i can actually carry on my life miserably? Do you think you can destroy my life so easily. If you could i am already dead. You can carry on with this. But let me tell you this. i am not going to give up so easily and i am not going to concede defeat. i know that there are people behind me and they will walk this path with me and as a whole clique we will just overcome all our difficulties and stay as friends no BEST friends our whole life and GET THIS CLEAR. even WITHOUT you we will lead a good life and never regret what we chose. And if you think by doing this you can make wenda hate me and so he will break up with me? come on. get a life. if you think that we are going to break up then you can just dream and see if a day like this will even come. I love him and i know he does too. so we are going to overcome all the destructions and obstacles like you. and my dear ms forgotten please write your name and if you do not the only thing that i will think is that you are so ashamed and disappointed in yourself that nothing can represent you. Oh ya. three strikes and i am out right? let me tell you. one strike and you are out too. oh. but u ARE already out. so just stop it and get a life for god's sake. and if you don't have one just go fine one. Oh and don't be such a despo and just find any guy on the streets and hook them up. please let them go. i feel so sad for them. such pitiful victims. Oh and if you hate me that much just admit it. and be like me. i hate you and i mean it. so just stop all this. don't say that we kicked you out. you left yourself. all 8 of us are witnesses and we know what your true colours are. And lastly, don't say that you want to cut yourself and end up painting red paint on it. its so fake. and if you keep saying that you wanna die and that you want to cut yourself why aren't you dead and why aren't your hands full of cuts. i hate to say this but i seriously can't stand you. oh ya. just a last note for you. there's only one reason why i invited you to my blog. it is to see this. and once you see this, don't come back cause you are not welcomed. okay. i shall stop now. wait let me and with this okay and don't be jealous. Alim and Joey, Dana and Yongkun and alot alot of people. oh ya. i love wenda and he loves me too. so u have no chance.

okay. i am going to study now.
tatas

lalalalalalalalalala~

2008-09-28T22:41:00.002+08:00

i am posting because................

KIMI RAIKKONEN CRASHED!!!!!
HAHA.
Kim, jy, ry DUN KILL ME.

heehee.
i am just trying to make it longer
but still.
i shall go continue mugging
and mug and mug.

OOOOOooohh.~
tatas.

ps. i am abit high now.

11.44

2008-09-20T22:54:00.003+08:00

oh god.
i shall just post
cause i have not for a long time.
anw.
i am super tired now
just went around the world.
no actually it felt like
but i guess i didn't do much
and i realised that my memory's failing me
so im just gonna blog about
yesterday and today.
i think everyone must think that i am so clean
and totally follow the school rules yeah.
its dumb.
its not that i want to. its that i have to
im forced too.
i rather i went to some crap school
like west spring or what.
but i guess my mum's never gonna allow.
so well
at least i am quite contented with my life
except for the rules of smss.
anw.
my only consolation for going to smss is
kim, ry,dana,denise and jy and many more
and for them.
i don't regret.
maybe i shall just list all the people i wouldn't bear to leave
which is like not really alot.
shall just go by class.
actually its just 1e2 and 1e3.
1. kimberly
2. Ry
3. Dana
4. Denise
5. Jiaying
6. Gabby
7. Jin Hui
8. Petrina
9. Vanessa
10. Samy
11. Paula
12. J2
13. Yasira
14. TMG
15. cheyne
16. Jovin
17. Tamasin
18. Justina
19. Isabelle
20. Natasha
21. Dinah
22. Cassia
23. Samantha
24. Hui Er
25. Li Wern
26. Jennifer
27. Natalie
28. Rw
29. Belinda
30. Joy
And alot more... ok actually its like most of 1e3
without u guys 1e3 won't be 1e3
the class won't be a class filled with so much laughter
i don't know why i am saying this but i thought alot.
ok
now 1e2
quite little only luhh.
1. June
2. May yin
3. Joan
4. Jac
5. Vanessa
6. Xinyi
-end-

ok. and i shall start with friday
went to school
then had 3 straight periods of english which totally sucked
then recess
after recess was science
quite ok
mr chan's lesson is always ok la.
then ih went to com lab and got scolded by pms
cause i was kind of pissed.
then was math which freaking sucked
i dunno what hit my mind during ih
and so i kind of emoed through the whole math
just staring into space
i guess i was scary
cause i didn't laugh when rachel was being lame
and they looked like they wanted to know what's wrong with me
so when we went for assembly
i talked as i somehow felt better by shutting up for an hour
so i told her why i was emoing. i guess they knew why
and im sure they will understand.
they are good friends mah.
then it was freaking sian
cause i didn't bring my wallet
and so i wanted to share cab with denise jy and kim
then borrow 50 cent from someone
then so we had to bring lots of books home
and thus it was heavy
at the end
kim had like 9 or dunno how much
and i had 0
then denise had 2
jy had 2
so we couldn't take
cause kim can't spend so much
then we went downstairs and met ry
so that rich and nice girl lent us 10 and lend me 1
so at the end we took a cab
then i went to denise's house
as my dad said he would fetch me from there
then i helped her choose clothes.
then left round 3.30
went home and slacked till 5
went to bath and went to thomson plaza
ate with jh
then met mr yapp
guess what.
he bought the chinese version of dora the explorer
and it was teaching a three year old what number's were
he didn't know what it meant
so he ask that person
what is shu zi.
then i stare at him
like omg he doesn't know that it meant number
then nicholas scare me again
he suddently popped out when we were going up the escalator.
then i did my test
and i didn't bother checking.
cause nicholas was like staring
ok
then i went out
and then we slowly walked down to classroom
then slack till mr yapp come
and i was super high
keep quarelling with yapp
which is fun fun
cause he's an ass.
then all of us were laughing like shit.
then got test result.
i got 30. nick got 34 then jh got 25
that guy's smart.
actually my math is not suppose to be so bad
its just i can't bring myself to do it properly
because i am sitting in front of yapp
then class ended
and i was whining
and calling nick an asshole
cause ask him stay then he don't want
that guy's an evil piece of shit.
then so he's quitting.
next friday last lesson for him
and mr yapp's not coming
at least the last day we can slack together.
ok then saturday
i woke up at 5.30
when back to sleep for 1 h
then woke up
then mum went out
so talked to nick till 10 plus
like 1 h plus
then xuan came
made jelly
then i did lots of hmwk
then went to west coast park
i am so amazed with myself.
like guess what
i ran the whole west coast park in like 8 minutes
and the total distance is like more than 1.6
haha
my stamina is improving
but my leg damn suan now
cause after that
went to imm
than ate macs
then went to the playground.
and then shop for a while
then went home
guess what.
i was wearing fbt's and smss house t shirt the whole time
like omg.
ok
i shall stop.
i guess i wrote long enough and nicholas
ur blog time is wrong
oh well i shall be a nice person and help him change
ok
and everyone jy for eoy.
oh ya
i am making my blog private:)
xD.

2008-09-20T10:00:00.000+08:00

lalalalalala. Kim and Dana.

stolen quiz

2008-09-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

Quiz that is stolen. EnjoyL:)

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.:D

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.:D

C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.:D

01. What have you been doing recently?
REVISING. Smsing, Talking on the phone.

02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
Yeah. Like when i know that there is spotcheck?

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
Freaking english period.

04. When did you last cry?
Can't rmb.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yeah. lots.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
GO OUT!!!!!!!

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Umbrella:) the hood is not reliable.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my booster:)

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
Fbts.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
can i say its two?
- Ah ah ah... i don't really like to share things about my family with my friends but *******
then he told me the answer so i ask him why he told me
- u good friend mah.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
uh... no? got no point leh.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
umm. no?

13. What was the last movie you caught?
can't rmb.

14. What are you proud of?
my darling.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
* secret * can't write it out.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Tong hua.

17.Do you have any nicknames?
Yeah. a few.

18. What does your last received text message say?
':0' heehee.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
11. 02 pm

20. Are you currently happy?
yeah.

21. Who gives you best advice?
My friends.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
eeew.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Rachel Yam and Wenda.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Yeah. exams are coming and i can't freaking concentrate.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Kimberly.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
Um. no?

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Kimberly.

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
I dunno. but dun think so

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Hypocrites and FAKE- emoers.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Yeah. my boyfriend. XD

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
Um no?

32. What is the colour of your room?
White

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
no? i won't go to jail for a billion dollars

34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?"
Yeah. a little

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
me and myself.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
denise.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
no.

38. Do you have a life?do u hav a brain?
yeah. what kind of question is this...

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
maybe.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song??
Cause its nice?

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
I dunno...

42. Last time you smiled?
1 hour ago.

43. Have you changed this year?
Yeah. alot.

44. What are you listening right now ?
nothing.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Nah.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open?!

47. Is there a quote you live by?
no.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
No. i have the person i want:)

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
piano,guitar

50. What was the worst idea you've had in week?
I am going to fail my exam.

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
preparing to sleep.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Yeah. very.

53. What song best describe your love life?
unable to describe.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Yeah. like duh

55. Who always make you laugh?
Kim, ry, wenda

56. Do you speak other language other than English?.
chinese?!

57. Favourite website?
blogger.com

58. What's your middle name?
don't have.

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
go to school. then tuition.

60. What do you think you are like?
Slack.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
Someone i love.

62. Where have you been today?
school & home:D

63. What game do you play often?
badminton.

64. Who are you missing right now?
Wenda

65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
i wud choose both:D

66. What are you doing right now?
blogging

67. Which primary school are you from?
Fairfield Primary School.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
blue,maroon, black

69. What emotion you like to show?
depends:D

70. What is your life to you?
LOts of ups & downs:D

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
SCREAM.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Curtis.

73. Who do you admire most?
lots of people.

74. Which month are you born in?
May.

75. How are you feeling right now?
starting to get sleepy:D

76. What is the time now?
11.03

77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is??
i stole this quiz.

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
i never dye...

79. Why are you doing this test?
cause i am bored.

80. What do you do when you're moody?
sleep&eat&read&watch tv

81. At which age you wish to get married?
twenty four:)

82. Who is more important to you?
People around me.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will YOU DO?
cry..

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Wenda. sometimes.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
yeah.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
for me and everyone around me to be happy.

87. What is your goal for this year?
improve on my results:D

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
yeah.

89. What feeling do you love most?
relaxed:D

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
sometimes:D

91. What feeling you hate the most?
loneliness and boredom.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yeah.

93. Do you believe in God?
YES

94. Who cares for you most?
all my friends.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
someone.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
a stick:)

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
slacking

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
depressed & seriously hurt:D

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
break up.

100.HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
sleepy:)

~ lalalas ~

2008-09-18T21:02:00.003+08:00

Kimberly's phone is conviscated.haha. actually for one night.

haha. i am talking to kim on the phone :)
house phone.
heehee. anw
i talked to wenda on the phone for 3 hours can?
damn shuang.
haha.
lalalalalalalas.
so long never blog lerhs.
oh.
and dana was throwing the dictionary around.
and exams are coming soon.
sian.
i am not going to blog like everyday now
cause i must study super hard
its like a few more days.
GOSH.
die lerh
i want score well.
anw.
everybody must chiong hard.
jiayou:)
okkays.
i shall make some comments.
haha.

ok. i shall stop blogging ler.
im going to read chapter 15.
TATAS.

QUiz aGain.

2008-09-15T23:59:00.003+08:00

Boo. i am back!!!
ok
its late now. i should sleep.
but i promise people i will blog
and i have stuff to say.
to some people.
so i shall blog.
wait.
quiz first. XDXD.

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
hmm... Milan?

2. What's your favourite thing to do?
talk to wenda and kim and ry and lots of other people. XDXD

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
not really.

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
maybe love but i think i am contented:)

5. Things/People you can't live without?
ipod, phone, computer, kim, wenda, nick, ry, dana,jy,denise and lots more. :)

6. What are you afraid to lose?
Everything i have.

7. If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do?
SAVE IT. haha.

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
being a lawyer :)

9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey.
CHIO:) , LOVABLE :), SMART:)

10. What makes you happy?
LOTS. like talking to people that i like talking to?

11. What type of person do you hate the most?
hypocrites, backstabbers, fake emo-ers.

12. If you have a superpower, what would it be?
predict what people are thinking.

13. Would you go for happiness or money?
happiness.

14. Who do you think are the most important people in your life?
Wenda :) Kim :) Dana :) Nick :) RY:) Denise:) JY:) ...

15. If you have a stead, would you die for them?
yeah. like duh.

16. Who's the last person who hugged you ?
Denise.

17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?
GO OUT!!

18. Who are you close to?
Wenda, kim, dana, ry ... etc.

19. Are you courageous enough to the person that you like?
yeah. like of course.

20. If you could do something all over again what would it be?
repeat my whole life and make it better

7 Things that scare you :
spider, snake, tiger, lion, cat, Nicholas, results.

7 Things I like the most :
friends, darling, ipod, computer, camera, handphone,$$

7 Important things in my room :
bed,ipod,computer,camera, stationery, booster, pillow

7 Random facts about me :
always happy. i love someone. i love my friends. i am in st. margs. i was from fmps. i have a
laptop. i have a blog.

7 Things I plan to do before I die :
learn guitar!! get married :) become freaking rich. buy a house. buy a macbook. breath. live.

7 Things I can't do :
write fast. take pictures that are not blur. buy everything i want. go out everyday. commit
suicide. eat pills. slam my computer on the floor.

7 Things you're attracted to the opposite sex :
character. voice. brain. feeling. how he treats people. hobbies. looks.

7 Things I always say :
omg. fuck. i love you. lol. shut up. daddy..... mummy...

7 People to do this questionaire :
Wenda, Kim, Dana, Nicholas, Rachel Y., Nerissa, Marvin

-end of quiz.-

I haven't been blogging for the past four days
busy luhhs.
anw.
since i haven't blogged for four days
it means that i am gonna write alot.
so
i am not going to write it today
here's some stuff for people i love to read.
ok
its dedicated.
one person one sentence.

Wenda- Darling. jiayou on your eoy. can do super well want. and cross country captain must do better mahhs. but when u run then ur ankle pain then stop for awhile luhhs. i know pain is your second girlfriend. but i don't care. if u don't then i am going to ignore u for my whole life. ok i won't but must stop. heehee. and be careful. try not to fall. i love you:)

Kimberly- To the girl that needs anger management, thanks for all ur help and encouragement kays. and work hard for the eoy exams. u can do it derhs. and jiayou lots. btw, u need anger management and dun argue back. haha.

Dana- Ohs. time for kun's girlfriend. haha. the always very hyper girl. haha. dana continue working hard and work harder. i am sure u can score well for your eoy:) jiayou lots.

Ry- EH. stop being so naughty. Buck up and jiayou alot for ur eoy. remember in all of us u are the smartest so u must score the best. ok. jiayou and i have already bucked up so u must also horhs.

Nicholas- Yo slacker. Work harder luhhs. Must get high marks for ur eoy then can get the phone that u want mah. dun be so slack liao and congrats to ur blog and congrats to me getting 100 for ur test:)

Marvin- Yo really big slacker. Must chiong lahhs. although i dunno you really well but at least we talk like every night. ok maybe once in awhile when everyone's sleeping. but must jiayou luhhs. eoy coming lerh.

Jiaying- Girl stop slacking. buck up and do your work. do your best in all that u do. honestly if u dun do well sure cannot get into 2e3 so must work really hard. jiayous...

Denise- wah. want go ip sia. must work hard kays. sure can one. jy:) oh ya and denise u look super freaking chio. more chio then jy. haha. in her face. and must chiong for eoy. and and and... dun play and go shop so much lerhhs. must save money horhs.

ok. i lazy to type ler.
so i am not going to write more.
anw
i think the most got little bit only.
haix/
shall go pack my bag now.
and oh ya... i love all of the people that i wrote for.
as in friend friend love:)
haha.
ppl. dun think wrong horh.
and i am going to go off now.
lets end with a wish..
i hope that all 1e3 can get into 2e3.
ok
tatas.

COCKROACHES SHOULD BE EXTINCT

2008-09-11T18:10:00.000+08:00

OMG.
I AM SO FREAKED OUT.
I don't want to go to the space anymore.
We went to the space for pe lesson.
then the minute we went in
there was a cockroach
so everyone screamed
then ry was freaking scared
then we faster ran into the room
then we had one hour of lesson on olympism
then went we went up,
me and kim wore our shoes
and we decided to play a trick on ry
so we said that there was a cockroach in her shoe
then she knew we were lying
so we went up
then while walking up the stairs,
kim said she felt that there was something in her shoe
and so we started freaking out
then when we reached 4th level
ry and i accompanied her to toilet
and she took out her shoe.
then me and ry saw the cockroach
and we started screaming!!then kim didn't believe
until i flipped it over
then she saw the dead cockroach
and it was dead because
kim stepped on it
like omg
damn freaky and then kim's socks were yellowish.
ry said it was the cockroach's digestive juice.
omg
so disgusting
i feel like puking
but anw.
i was ih then
then during recess we ate
and went for ct
like omg
i think im gonna fail
i can't la.
OMGOMGOMG.
oh ya.
then it was chinese
which sucked.
then math
acceptable
but i didn't like the music room.
after that i went to hp zone
and kim and dana ate
then they went to class
and i went to com lab
and chermaine, vanessa, natalie and i
were looking at the pictures.
i cannot remember the webby
maybe write next time
then came back home
and talked to wenda from 4 to 5.30
thats why blogging now.
anw
have to do math now
tatas.

SHORT<3

2008-09-09T23:44:00.002+08:00

okay.
this is going to be a short short post.
i am not going to blog about today cause its gonna be LONG.
so im just gonna crap some stuff
okay
its 11.50 now
i took 1 hour plus
just too load my freaking photos into the com
which i failed
and cause my phone totally crapped
i had to use alternatives
but i got it in in the end:)
ok
but its late now
i am not suppose to be awake now
so i cannot post pics
and so
tomorrow then post
or maybe thursday
ok
so tatas.
-end time: 11.53-
haha. 3 mins.

You love me,

You love me not.

You love me,

You love me not.

YOU LOVE ME:)

QUIZ.

2008-09-08T23:14:00.005+08:00

QUIZ TIME.
MUAHHAHAHA

TAGGED BY DANA.

Choose 10 Future Careers That You Want Your Future Partner To Be In.
(In No Particular Order)

1. Lawyer
2. Lawyer
3. Lawyer
4. Teacher
5. Doctor?
6. Soccer Player
7. -random-
8. -random-
9. -random-
10. -random-
In fact, i dun mind whatever job he has...

Pick Ten Things You Want Him/Her To Have.
1. Computer
2. like to listen to music
3. Handphone
4. Sibling
5. cheerful
6. fun
7. Nice parents
8. Happiness
9. $$$
10. Smile

Now Pick Ten People, 5 From Each Sex To Do This Quiz.

GIRLS
1. Kimberly
2. Nadiah
3. Nerissa
4. Denise
5. Jiaying

GUYS
1. Wenda
2. Alim
3. Elton
4. Marvin
5. Nicholas

THE END.

ok. didnt blog yesterday
i went to malaysia
since i am happy
shall use blue as my font colour.

YESTERDAY

i went to malaysia
and did my nails.
they are loved.
heehee
i didn't really want to go
but i had no excuse not to go.
i told my mum all my hmwk was done,
i couldn't say i wanted to stay home to sms
or play com
or talk on the phone
those reasons were invalid
which means it would not be accepted
and i had to go
didn't get to sms him.
but i reached home at like 9 or sth
then at least got sms for a while
then went to sleep at like 11 or 12 or sth.
cannot rmb

TODAY

Woke up at 6.50
then saw my clock
HOLY JESUS CHRIST.
then rush like siao
then at the end reach school at 7.23
haha
then it was in class
didn't get book
ms low didn't come.
everyone was freaking happy
then was english
had to do some crappy presentation
but it ended up being tomorrow.
then recess was in a hurry
chinese was ok
i seriously sat there and did lots of work
i was suprised too.
and it was music
had a fun time with drums
then science
was quiet
but it gave me time
to sort out my stuff
which was good
i needed that
then english again
last period mah
then ace was quite fun... debate:)
then went home
DID a bit of math hmwk.
then talked to wenda from like 4.45 to 5.30
then damn funny
he was doing math and i was too
and he was like counting something that i thought i just counted
and we ended up having to do
the same questions,
same number
haha
so we did until question 2
then like after piano
i did 16.3
then at like 8 we finished the rest
damn fun
haha
i just realised how fun it was to teach him math
and how much i love him
and its like i am starting to enjoy homework:)
okkays.
its like 11.44 now
and my mum's nagging like shit.
she wants me to freaking go and sleep
but i dun know how i am going to do it
but im just gonna cover my blanket over my head
i am not the slightest bit tired
shall say a few more words.

BARNEY!!!
ok that's random
oh ya
and im bored
so i shall crap.
anw.
its like i dun know why i dun like sleeping
okay i do
but i dun like to sleep early
wenda loves tooo
and he wakes up damn early
OMFREAKING GOD.
my mum is like a bullet train
she goes on and on and on and on
ok
shall i say broken radio
she says the same thing over and over again
should i be freaked out or what
come on
its my life!
i get to choose when i want to sleep
why is it so restricted?
omg
i hate this.
anw
i shall not emo
and i shall be happy:)
i have a great group of friends
and a wonderful boyfriend.
why should i be sad just because of my mum
doesn't it sound ridiculous
ok
i am happy today
at myself
did all my work to be handed up tmr
haha
i shall clap for myself.
ok
thats retarded
but who cares.
i am going to off the computer now.
and its like 11.50
hais.
tatas.
and i love wenda.

Fencing

2008-09-06T23:20:00.002+08:00

i went to watch kim and rachel fence today
cox i am like going to malaysia
and i left my freaking ipod in rachel's hse
and i need it
so i went anyway
it was super near
and so
yeah...
although they lost but they did really well
kimberly's score was 5, 4, 4, 3, 0
then ry's was 0, 5, 1, 4, 0
ry was damn heng
30 people got in
she was the 30th person.
haha
but it was direct elimination
which means
the best play against the lousiest.
so she lost 15-0
she played against the fat rgs girl
then kim lost 15- 2
against another rgs girl
haiya
they too pro le
then the other grp with some random name played
and tamie was in it
i think they said
isabella and damini got into the finals
tmr is group
can win one
especially if kim play with ry
haha
then i went back at like 4...
i had to go cut my hair
and the appointment was 6 . ><
anw.
i cut it
and its not very short
but somehow i feel like
i look like a fish ball...
but anw
cut ler also cannot change alr wad
and i am going to malaysia tomorrow
going for pedicure
damn long never do
haiz.
what colour should i paint???
tmr then see
shall go play taiti now.
tatas.
oh ya
and i will be back with pictures:):):)

AND GOODLUCK TO KIM AND RY PLUS THE WHOLE SMSS FENCING TEAM.
AND BADLUCK TO RGS FENCING TEAM
HOPE SMSS FENCING TEAM WINS AND RGS FENCING TEAM LOSE:)

(haix. i got scolded by rachel and kimberly the whole time cause i called their fencing WEAPON a stick. HAHAHAHAHAHA.)

Black with red.

2008-09-04T21:51:00.002+08:00

HA.
black with red
don't know why thought of that
but still

Today

woke up like 8
didn't have school
so stoned
played taiti
and listened to songs
my blog songs and skin rock can
especially the first song.
love the lyrics
then stone and stone
played taiti for long.
then watch tv and stone again
then finally it was freaking 3
then talked to wenda till 4
then 4 30 talk again until 4 50
then his dad came back
so 7 45 talk again
to 8 21
wow
i can remember so clearly
memory has improved. XDXD
its 10 now.
wenda's going to sleep soon.
he is tired
but he tried to lie
its like he woke up at 6 30
to prepare for his tuition at 8 30
2 hours.
haha
i have a cute darling
that takes longer than me to prepare for a
freaking home tuition.
dar dun kill me if u see this.
anw.
i dun think you will or can. XDXD.
then i watched some singing competition
and i am here blogging now
i think wenda sleep le
his not replying me
but its ok.
oh ya.
he almost got his phone conviscated
then after 10 mins he send me an sms
he was happy
cause he got his phone
haha
oh ya
and i just found out today that he has a godsister
><
anw
mum's going gym tomorrow
so it means we are having dinner with dad and mum
eeyer.
dun want leh
i rather have dinner with nic they all
at least not so boring
and can sms
but nothing can change it right
ok
maybe i can
i shall just say that we go eat dinner with friend
maybe can.
oh well
i am going to ry's house tomorrow
maybe sleeping early today
quite tired
we are going to do the math project
got the brochures.
and do homework too.
shall go edit and add stuff to my blog now.
bye byes.
//.\\
yawns.

Damned day.

2008-09-03T10:44:00.002+08:00

I shall just stone
today's a bad day
totally no mood can
after thinking about my december hols
what's there to be happy about anw
a whole month
4 weeks
28 days
672 hours
40320 minutes
2419200 seconds

lets not calculate on
its sad.
but it can't be changed.
so i shall just forget it.
anw
i didn't post yesterday
helped rachel with math
linear graphs
i like that topic
its my forte.
ok maybe not
but i am better with it
anw i changed the blogskin
kindda got tired of it
and i added songs
all chinese
didn't bother to put english ones
although i had some in mind
i am like in school now
and will be till 5
big LOL.
anyways.
i have lots of work to do
just that i dun bother
zzz...
and he's not replying
but anyway
i shall just go stone.
petrina is like spamming this post
while tickling and strangling me
we are suppose to do the storyboard for sdma
ok
shall talk about yesterday

YESTERDAY

Went to school.
ended at 2 .
then during media
chat with nerissa and decided to go to her house
anw didn't have lots to do at home
and wenda could only talk at 5.30
but it ended up 6
so i took a bus to her house
couldn't find
end up cabbing to west mall
called her
and she ended up telling me the directions.
finally reached then i went to macs with her
bought my green tea
and we ended up chatting
then went to her house
wanted to go swim
but her pool didn't even allow fbt's and singlets
so didn't cox i didn't have my swimming costume
then went to her house
did ry's friend test
and we played taiti
with jy and wenda
nicholas couldn't play
so after that i ended up teaching her how to play
then we stopped because both of them couldn't play
then we played matchit
got super freaking high
and played sushido which sucked too.
then wenda called
so we offed the com
and watched tv
then chat with wenda till about 6.30
so sent nerissa to her grandmother's house
but it was still early
so we went to bpsh first
had dinner
then her dad game
so sent her to her grandmother's house
then went home
talked to wenda for abt 40 min
then he had to go
so i called rachel
and then we did math
and spent like half an hour on 1 question.
then she hanged up
i forgot to charge my phone
so it went dead
and i played com
taiti.
it rocked
so i slept at round 1.50 to 2
and i freaking woke up at 5.20
cause my freaking alarm went off
was bored
so went to bath
came out at 5.50
i took half an hour
then went to blow my hair
and do lots of stuff
and so it was 7
ate breakfast and came to school.

TODAY.

sian
shall or may blog later
going off now.
tatas.

Freak.

2008-09-01T18:29:00.002+08:00

Totally no mood to post now
but as a matter of fact
and cause i am bored
i shall
and its regarding nothing
which means its gonna be brainless.
i think i am talking lots of crap now
but whatever
who cares anyway.
he doesn't
and why should anyone.
i wanted to do a quiz
tagged by nadiah
but no mood can
ok
maybe i shall
it should help waste some space
and time
i am just freaking bored.
and i was suppose to revise
but i am slacking here now.
anyway
i went to school today
had 3 hours of chinese
sweet
i ended up smsing and talking to jy
which i felt
was not a waste of time
and i got back my chines results
didn't expect it to be so low
35.5/50
oh ya
and that was my 3 to 4 weeks ago test paper
nice right
just because i was absent for one day
but i can't blame anyone.
anyway
had piano lesson
which was horribly horrible
i couldn't concentrate at all
even a simple scale i got it wrong.
but it didn't matter
its worth it

Can't bother saying much
so shall just do the quiz

1.the person who passed you this quiz is?
-Nadiah <3

2.relationship with him/her?
-Classmate and super good friend.

3.5 impressions of him/her
-A damn good friend?
-Emo. XDXD.
-Crazy about boys. LOL.
-Can rely on!!!
-CUTE AND SMART.

4.most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
-Love me. XDXD.

5.most memorble words he/she has said to you?
i don't think she did. HAHA.

6.if he/she becomes your lover you will...
FREAK OUT.

7.if he/she becomes your lover,things he/she should improve on are...
Become a boy. But even if she does i think we won't be together because its a matter of fact that i have a boyfriend.

8.if she becomes your enemy,you will...
Hmm.... ask her not to be my enemy.

9.if she becomes your enemy it would be because of
IDK.

10.the most desired thing you want to do for her is
Fine lots of shuai ge's for her.XDXD.

11.your overall impression of her is
EMO.

12.how do you think people around you feel about you??
i dunno.

13.characteristics you love about yourself are?
I DUNNO. HAPPY GO LUCKY?

14.characteristics i hate about myself?
I will miss somebody alot?

15.the most ideal person i want to be is?
Someone that all the people around me including you know who to be happy and healthy and will all be successful next time. XDXD.

16.for all the people who care and like you,say something to them
You all rock and continue to be chio and shuai!!! ILY <3

17.10 people to pass this quiz to:
1- Wenda darling<3
2- Kim <3
3- Dana <3
4- Rachel Yam <3
5- Jiaying <3
6- Denise <3
7- Elton <3
8- Nerissa <3
9- TAN JING HAN cousin.
10- Marvin :D

18.who is no.6 having a relationship with?
(denise)
NO ONE.

19.is no.9 male or female?
(jing han)
male ?!

20.if no.7&10 were together would it be a good thing?
(Elton, Marvin)
umm... no? i dun wan to have gay friends.

21.how about 5&8?
(jiaying and nerissa)
gay again.

22.what is no.2 studying?
(kim)
i dunno. maybe reading comics

23.when did you last chat with no.3
(dana)
friday?

24.what kind of bands does no.8 like?
(nerissa)
dunno? fahrenheit? Lollipop?

25.does no.1 have any siblings?
(Wenda darling)
Yupp. Tan hui. one sister.

26.will you woo no.3?
(dana)
NO?
1st she's kun's, 2nd im not les, 3rd i have wenda.

27.what about no.7?
(Elton)
umm... NO?

28.is no.4 single?
(Rachel Yam)
Yeah...

29.whats no.4's hobby?
(valencia)
being lame.

30.do 5&9 get along?
(Jiaying and Jinghan)
they don't know each other but i don't think they will.

31.where is no.2 studying?
(kim)SMSS like me!!

32.say something casually about no.1
(wenda)
he's my darling.

33.have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
(Nerissa)
umm... i am not les.

34.where does no.9 live?
(Jinghan)
his grandma house. Shunfu.

35.what colour does no.4 like?
(Rachel) colours that are lame?

36.are 1&5 best friends?
(Wenda and jiaying)
i dunno...

37.does 7 like 2?
(kim, elton)
they dun know each other

38.how did you get to know 2?
(kim)
school lahs.

39.does 1 have any pets?
(Wenda)
hamster...

40.is no.7 the sexiest girl in the world?
(elton)
he is a guy.

41.think its possible for 4&5 to date each other?
(rachel and jiaying)
umm... no?

42.say something about 6
(Denise)
She's hot! XDXD.

43.relationship with 9?
(Jinghan)
cousin.

44.list the schools 1-10 are in and are originally from
1. Wenda- ATS, MSHS
2. kim- RGPS, SMSS
3. dana- ATS, SMSS
4. Rachel Yam- Chong Fu, SMSS.
5. Jiaying- Temasek, SMSS
6. Denise- WGPS.SMPS, SMSS
7. Elton- FMPS, CWSS
8. Nerissa- PGPS, WSSS
9. Jing Han- ATS, MSHS
10. Marvin- ???, WSSS

45.what would you do if 10 hates you
(Marvin)
let him hate me?

46.how did you meet 3?
(dana)
Classmate.

47.how would you react if 10&3 are together
(Marvin and dana)
umm... impossible?

48.how would you react if 4 told you she was pregnant?
(Rachel)
i dunno. Faint?

Done. people that got tagged must do.
especially the one who owe's me 10.
you know who. XDXD.
anyways end of post
its super long
at least long enough for me to accept
so tatas.

Quiz again. zzz..

2008-08-31T16:37:00.003+08:00

Quiz time.
spend an hour doing it
so those people being tagg can die:)
enjoy.
1. what is the question that you havent found an answer to yet?
- Why doesn't Wenda get angry.
2. do you ever turn off your cellphone?
- No.. XDXD.
3. what happened at 10am today?
- I went to IMM.
4. when did you last cry?
- i dunno... last week?
5. what is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
- Bread.???
6. what do you want in your life now?
- Hmm.. 100 million?
7. do you carry an umbrella or just put up your hood when it rains?
- Umbrella. XDXD. (i don't bring one btw...)
8. How are you?
- Upset? Cause i am trying to make Wenda angry but he is just not.
9. What top are you wearing now?
- a T-shirt?
10. What is the nicest text in your inbox say?
- I love you?
11. Do u intend to make a relationship complicated?
- No...
12. Why am I so irritating?
- because i want to be?
13. What is the last movie you've catched?
- Cannot remember...
14. What are you proud of?
- Having a wonderful boyfriend?
15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
- Dun know why i have been feeling like that since monday:(
but thanks anyways :)
p.s. from nicholas.
16. Whats the last song you sang out loud?
- Hei tang xiu.
17. Do u have any nicknames? what are they.
- Don't want to say.
18. Whats your last recieved text msg and what does it say?
- Mmm... p.s. by wenda
19.What time did you go to bed last night?
- 11.30?
20. Are you currently happy?
- on a scale of 1 to 10, 10 being happiest, i am 10.
21. Who gives you best advice?
- Wenda? Kim? Dana? Nicholas?
p.s. not ry and nadiah
reason for ry: its dumb.
reason for nadiah: emo advice. >.<
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- No. i hate cream
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
- Wenda. XDXD.
24. is anything bugging you now?
- Wenda? considered?
25. who was the last person who made me laugh?
- Wenda
26. do you wear toe socks?
- No.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- Rachel Yam
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Yeah.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
- i dunno...
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
- Yah... is it considered if he is alr my stead?
31. Ever done cocaine?
- No i do ecstasy. JK.
32. What colour is your room?
- White.
33. would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars?
- Maybe. JKJK.
34.do you belive in the saying "talk is cheap"?
- Yes. but to a certain extend, no.
35. who was the last person to lie on your bed?
- Me and myself?
37(WTF?). when is the last time u see ppl kiss?
- Yesterday?
38. do you have a life?
- if i don't will i be typing here?
39. have you ever think someone died, when they actually didnt?
- Yes.
40.What is the reason behind your profile song?
- Because i like it?
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
- kim, ry, dana and nadiah. we were going to sentosa. XDXD.
42. last time you smiled?
- Just?
43. Have you changed this year?
- Yeah. DAMN SLACK
44. What are you listening right now?
- nothing?
45.Are you talking to someone while doing this?
- Yes.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
- OPEN???
47.Is there a quote you live by?
- No?
48. Do you want someone you cant have?
- No.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- Yes. Piano, guitar, xylophone, drums.
50.Whats the worst idea youve had in a week?
- I was going to walk in the mud?
51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
- Blogging.
52. Are you happy with you love life right now?
- Yes.
53. What song best describes your love life?
- idk.
54. Does the person you know like him or her?
- Yes.
55. Who always makes you laugh?
- Wenda, Rachel, Kim
56. Do you speak other languaga other than english?
- Chinese?
57. Favourite website?
- blogger.com
58. What's you middle name?
- -NIL- ???
59. What are you doing tommorrow?
- Mug and stone and slack?
60. Who do you think you are like?
- No one?
61. Who will you choose to die with?
- Wenda and the 4 other ppl that i love (they know who they are)
forget it i shall just list. ry, kim, nadiah and dana. XDXD.
62. Where have you been today?
- IMM, jeec, jurong regional library.
63. What game do you play often?
- Taiti.
64. Who are you missing now?
- Wenda, kim, dana, ry, nicholas and nadiah.
65. Friend & Love, Which do you choose?
- Both.
66. What are you doing now?
- Typing, breathing, smsing
67. Which primary school are you from?
- Fairfield Methodist Primary School
68. Name 3 colours you like.
- Black, blue, maroon.
69. What emotions do you like to show?
- all emotions?
70. What is life to you?
- idk?
71.If you have something troubling you, what would you do?
- talk to someone?
72. Who did you last chat in MSN today?
- Isabelle
73. Who do you admire the most?
- Wenda.
74. Which month were you born in?
- may
75. How are you feeling now?
- so-so
76. What is the time now?
- 3.34
77. Where are you now?
- In my room.
78. What colour do you dye your hair?
- I don't.
79. Why are you doing this test?
- so i can make people do it?
80. What do you do whan you are moody?
- talk to someone?
81. If you had a dream come true, what would it be?
- ******************************* its a secret. but if i like u i MAY tell you.
82. Who is more important?Boyfriend /Girlfriend or Friends?
- Friends. because my boyfriend is my friend too. XDXD.
83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- Yeah...
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
- Wenda (Cause he cannot lie)
. Do you belive in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- Yeah.
86. At which age do you want to get married?
- idk... 20 to 25?
87. What is you goal for this year?
- to be happy.
88. Do you belive in eternal love?
- Yeah.
89. What feeling do you love the most?
- Happiness DUH.
90. Do you think its global warming now?
- No.
91. What feeling do you hate the most?
- Sadness?
92. Do you cherish every single friendship you have?
- Yupp
93. How do your friend see you?
- IDK.
94. Who cares for you the most?
- i dunno
95. What do you think is the most important thing in life?
- friendship.
96. What are some stuff you couldnt let go? Not now, not forever?
- Someone. (same thing. try asking me. i may tell u)
97. What have you done that you regret in your life?
- i dunno.
98. What would you feel if no one, no longer cares for you?
- feel sad?
99. What if your bf/gf two-timed you?
- I will hate him
100. What do you want now?
- Wenda

Tag 8 unlucky people that u treasure (even if they do not have a blog)
Wenda
Nicholas
Kim
Dana
Rachel
Nadiah
Denise
Elton

i was not going to post so early
but someone asked me too
so i shall.
anyways...
not damn happy now
but not sad too
in fact i am bored
going to play mahjong later.
heehee
i feel like jumping into the pool now
but it seems impossible.
anyways
today was a boring day
so shall not elaborate.
anyways
i was trying to make wenda angry
but he was not.
i think he was pissed
like for 1 minute?
oh well.
i think there is only 1 problem with him
he doesn't get angry one
then not fun
cause i think people that know me well
will know that i like to piss people
and they will usually be
but i tried thousand and one times
to make him angry
but he is just not.
sian.
well... maybe he just doesnt want too
he is a super good boyfriend
until i actually forgot that i was supposed to keep calling him gay
heehee
anyways
here's a big big sentence that kim, nadiah, dana and ry must see.

THE COMBINED BLOG IS DEAD. PLEASE BLOG!!! XDXD.
(p.s. even wenda says it is.)

anyways i am not gonna continue typing crap
i should just stone.
and wait for wenda
but maybe i am not going to wait for him to come online
i maybe out
to my grandfather's house.
so tatas.
(p.s. i just realised that i have been saying that. sounds weird >.<)

QUIZ time.

2008-08-30T17:37:00.002+08:00

TEN THINGS ABOUT ME

1. Are you single?
– Nope.
2. Are you happy about that?
- YES.
3. Are you bored?
- okay okay.
4. Are you sad?
- no.
5. Are you Italian?
– no.
6. Are you plastic?
– Umm. no?
8. Are you cool?
– no?
9. Are you chinese?
– ya?
10.What are you?
– A human

TEN FACTS

1. Initials
– VL?
2. Nicknames
– don't want to say>.<
3. Birth Place
- Gleneagles hospital.
4. Hair color
– black ?
5. Age
- 13
6. Eye color
– black?
7. Birthday
– 27th May
8. Mood
– Need some entertianing
9. Favorite Colors
– White,Black,actually,no favourite colours..=X
10. Left or Right Handed
- Right

TEN THIS OR THAT?

1. Love or money ?
- i dunno... this is a retarded question.
2. Hard liquor or beer?
- Can i choose wine?
3. Cats or dogs?
– Dogs, actually none.
4. A few best friends or many regular friends?
– A mix of both?
5. Television or Internet?
– bothh.but internet is boring me -.-
6. Pepsi or coke?
– Coke
7. Wild night out or romantic night
- One after another :)
8. Money or Happiness?
– both, but prefer happiness more.
9. Night or day?
– Day
10.IM or phone?
– Both.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A RELATIONSHIP

1. Smile or eyes
– smile.
2. Light or dark hair
– dark
3. Hugs or kisses
– Both
4. Intelligence or attraction?
- attraction
5. Hook-up or relationship
- relationship
6. Trust or love?
– both; there must be trust in love wad.
7. Long distance or close?
– close
8. Call or text?
– both
9. Older or younger?
– older
10.Looks or Personality
– both ; more on personalityyy (:

TEN LAST

1. Last phone call you made
– Rachel Yam
2. Last phone call you received
– Rachel Yam
3. Last person/people you hung out with?
- People in tuition?
4. Last person to text you
– Wenda
5. Last person you tickled?
– i think kim
6. Last person you IM?
– Wenda
7. Last person you hugged?
– Nadiah
8. Last person you slept with?
- No one?
9. Last person/people you laughed with?
- Nicholas
10. Last dream you can remember?
- i dunno.

Tag 8 people most important to you to do this quiz.
(even if they do not have a blog)

1. Wenda <3
2. Kim <3
3. Nicholas <3
4. Dana <3
5. Rachel Yam <3
6. Denise <3
7. Nadiah <3
8. Elton <3

XDXD.
just finished the quiz.
but anyways i am going to nai nai house
and may not blog later
had lots of fun in tuition last night
all because of nic and jai
make me laugh until stomach ache cans
they were spastic.
jai was drunk
he drank a can of beer
o.5 percent
lol!!!
then when mr yapp said shut the
then we all started laughing.
XDXD.
SIAN.
next week is holiday le
then it means that exam's are coming
oh ya
next week is double lesson
so 5.15 start:(
anyways going to bath now.
tatas.

So long never post :)

2008-08-29T16:40:00.002+08:00

Freaking long lerhs.
never post and i actually won't miss it.
i haven't done lots of work.
and its piling up.
luckily i still have 5 more days
i may not enjoy my holiday
but i have to buck up
i am like failing everything except math
and i hate the feeling
i have to get into 2e3.
and that's possible
i can do it...
but
i am not smart
and i can't study
i only scored well for my psle
just plainly because of my little bit of cleverness
i can't study
i dun feel like
i dun care
but i have too.
i dun want to lose out
i must win her
she lost to me during psle
i have to win her
both of us are constant but
i am constantly not working
but she is constantly working
i slacked for psle
she worked hard for it
she always score higher in school test
but i always win in the end
i know i am slacking now
but if i put in effort
its possible to win
in fact i dun know why i actually bother
when she is in a crap school
but i still have to
i hate comparing with the higher
but i love the lower
and she has always been lower
so i have to keep it this way.
ok

today was teacher's day celebration
slept late
woke up early
went to school
did aces day dance
some kickboxing crap
then went back to class
then gave ms pang presents
went down to parade ground to watch handball
was damn freaking enthu
scream like crazy
i needed that
then went to watch performance
sat with jac, june and may yin
the best performance to me
was the 1e3 one
MY CLASS
not that its my class
but its that i can see how hard they work for it
and it was really good
then created lots of trouble
then went to marymount
the took mrt
and here i am
may be posting later
got to do math now.
bye

Sian

2008-08-26T17:16:00.002+08:00

Haix...
i really dun feel like posting
totally lost interest.
so i am just gonna shut the com
and go file ih
but i think its weird.
i would never forsake the computer
its just wrong
but things have possibilities
exams are coming
it starts next month 23.
ends on 9/10
dunno when's holiday.
can't wait.

2008-08-26T09:47:00.000+08:00

HII people!! hahahaha. xD lame-ness

posted by rachel y.
peace! :DD

Quiz 5

2008-08-23T16:10:00.002+08:00

Quiz time!!!
HAHA. Stole this from Kim's blog

1. are you taller than your mum?
- Yupp.

2. are you an emotional person?
- Nope.

3. are you confused?
- Not really.

4. what are you listening t right now?
- Cai hong by Jay Chou

5. do you crack your knuckles?
- Yupp.

6. have you ever broken your nose?
- Nope.

7. has anyone ever spread a rumour about you?
- Yupp. Someone that hates me.?

8. do you have any trophies?
- Yupp.

9. what did you do ytd?
- Go to school, tuition, blog...

10. have you ever punched a hole in th wall?
- Nope.

11. who's your last text from?
- Wenda.

12. do you think someone loves you?
- Yupp.

13. tears are falling from your face, what's th reason?
- Dunno.. I got dumped?

14. you're sitting at home bored, who do you call?
- Wenda.

15. what's your favourite color?
- black, blue, maroon

16. what woke you up this morning?
- Nothing

17. is tmr going t be a good day?
- i dunno...

18. what sucks about your life?
- a lot of things.

19. do you believe that you can change for someone?
- Yupp.

20. do you like surprises?
- Dunno.. if it is good.

Lols. Recount for few days.

2008-08-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

I shall start with something
Jiaying shall not kill me
when she see's this.
If she does
then her pinky will drop
OOPS.

mixed signals. wait. i cannot write this. I wasn't supposed to let anyone know. So too bad. Only me, Wenda, Jiaying and few people know.

Dun feel like writing much today.
Talk to wenda for quite long
like for the past few days
at least got an hour
because his dao father
go conviscate his phone.
zzz.
but he got it back like 2 hours ago:)
GOSH. ITS 5 MORE DAYS.
not revealing whats in 5 days
but it means alot to me:)
if u wanna know...
sms me or call me
if i am kind enough i may tell u
but its a day that i really really
have been waiting for.
for a long long time.
Went blog surfing.
And did lots of quizzes.
Oh ya.
Jiaying.
dun remember anything that its bad
only good horhs.
OK. Now its what happened today.
Rachel did not come
i went to sit at her sit.
chat with kim
and dana
mdm azizah didn't come too.
no IH
but there was IH common test
guess i did badly
it wasn't as bad as i expected though.
at least i could write some crap.
chinese was not bad
lao shi got no voice
so we ended up talking
and i was copying something for jy.
then math
ms pang came
and was pmsing again
guessed she was in a bad mood
then went home
talk to wenda
then lots of things happened.
sigh...
yesterday now.
nothing much happened
or maybe something happen
but i dun remember
the day before too.

ok. i have an announcement to make.

Our team did not make it into NEmation. But special thanks to those that helped and gave ideas and thanks lots to Mrs Khor and Mr Chua for helping us through. We may not have the chance to experience it in full but at least we tried our best and we learnt something. So... there's nothing to be sad about:)

end of announcement.
Wasn't really sad.
Was talking to Wenda
I desperately need to go out
and shop or what
i am just to stressed out
i guess.
but anyways shall go find songs now
and do my math after
ms pang's gonna check tomorrow.
bye bye.

QUiz 4

2008-08-21T22:57:00.002+08:00

A) people who have been tagged must write their answer on their blog.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person
whom they were tagged by
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

01. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Be super sad. But i don't think he will do that...

02. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Be happy?

03. What will you want your dream wedding to be like?
I dunno. A nice one?

04. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Kind of. Who know's what i am going to be like next time.

05. What's your ideal lover like?
Dunno. Just ping gan jue. If i am happy, it's ok.

06. Which is more blessed?
i dunno. But i am happy now.

07. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Forever. If the love is true, then its worth it.

08. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Dunno. Just give up lor. Or maybe try telling him how i feel and see what he does.

09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Nope. I am happy because i have him.

10. Is being tagged fun?
Yah. LOLS.

11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Dunno. Working? Studying?

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Wenda... Friends? Shall be nice and list a few.
1. Kimberly :)
2. Dana :)
3. Rachel Yam :)
4. Jiaying :)
5. Denise :)
6. Nick tan :)
7. Nick Leong :)
8. Elton :)

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
heehee. i wasn't tagg. I stole the quiz.

14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Neither. Rather be well-off and happy. xD

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Wait for sms?

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Depends with who. But now its a definite yes.

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The person that i got more gan jue to.

18. What type of friends do you like?
All my friends now. :)

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
Hypocritical ones?

Tagged to Quiz : Cao good friends?

-Wenda <3
-Kimberly <3
-Dana <3
-Jiaying <3
-Denise <3
-Nadiah <3
-ELton <3
-Chermaine <3

Woots. Done all the quiz that i want to do.
now for the post :)

Quiz 3

2008-08-21T22:29:00.003+08:00

彡 TECHNOLOGY

Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
Friends forever wallpaper...
Q. How many televisions you have in your house?
4 or 5... dunno

彡 BIOLOGY

Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
right handed.
Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
blood?
Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
My bag.
Q. Have you ever been knocked out?
Yupp.

彡 BULLSHITOLOGY

Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
yes. so that i can make someone die with me. MUAHAHAHA XD.
Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
The name i have now?
Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
Black? Pink? Maroon?
Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
Nope. :)

彡 DAREOLOGY

Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
Ya... because its ok... but i got kissed before.
Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
No? Who would.
Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
Nope.considering that i'm so addicted to blogging.
Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
No.. okay maybe yes but HOT?!
Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
NO. i won't even get to spend it...

彡 DUMBOLOGY

Q. What is in your left pocket?
i don't have a left pocket.
Q. Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
WTH. i dun even know what's that.
Q. Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
hardwood.
Q. Do you sit or stand in the shower?
stand...
Q. How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
5,6,7???

彡 LASTOLOGY

Q. Last person who texted you?
Wenda
Q. Last person who called you?
Wenda
Q. Person you hugged?
Real its Nadiah. Fake its Wenda.

彡 FAVORITOLOGY

Q. Number?
19,27?
Q. Season?
Anything
Q. Colour
?Blue? Maroon?

彡 CURRENTOLOGY

Q. Missing someone?
yupp. Lots.
Q. Mood?
sian.
Q. Listening to?
tian shi by MAYDAY.
Q. Watching?
nothing.
Q. Worrying about?
Whether Wenda is going to pass his physics?
Q. Wearing?
SMSS Pethathon T-SHIRT and FBT'S.

彡 RANDOMOLOGY

Q. First place you went this morning?
School.
Q. What can you not wait to do?
Go out watch movie with Wenda and lots of friends.
Q. Do you smile often?
90%?
Q. Are you a friendly person?
Yupp. :)

haha... this is the third one. i am going to do another one. then one more post. then i am going to do math.

Quiz 2

2008-08-21T22:04:00.004+08:00

1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
Forever? but i dun need to wait lers. i guess?

2. What do you want to do now?
Go out? Watch movie?

3. What will you be doing at 6pm?
Its past 6 now. But probably on the phone or sms in dad's car.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Yeah, sometimes. Who doesn't. but eventually we still are friends.

5. Where do you wish to die?
Dunno. Beside someone that i love?

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yupp. I saw it before.

7. What are the impossible things you wish to do?
Go out every single day. Sms as much as i want.

8. Is there something you wished never happened?
dunno. Quarrels?

9. Are you happy with your life now?
Yupp. I got my darling:) and all my dear friends :)

10. What if your crush asked you out?
Dunno. I got no crush liaos...

11. What will you do when you feel bored?
Talk? Play com? Sms?

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
Anger?

13. Are you gay?
Yes if happy but no for the guy love guy meaning...

14. What is your biggest dream?
Dunno.. live happily? Get the job that i want, get married to someone that really likes me and
earn lots lots money...

15. How will you feel if your parents love your siblings more?
Dunno.. never experienced it. but i think it will be fine...

Pass this quiz to 10 people:)
1.Wenda <3
2.Kim <3>
3.Dana <3>
4.Nadiah <3>
5.Jiaying <3>
6.Denise <3>
7.Chermaine <3>
8.Elton <3>
9.Xinyi XD
10.Marvin XD

Second quiz lers. the third one coming out next.

QUIZ 1...

2008-08-20T15:57:00.003+08:00

Blah blahs... quiz no1... i got it well... stole it from jiaying's blog :)

1. do you like red bull?
-No... i dun even know what it taste like...

2. do you drink regular or diet sodas?
- regular. diet soda's are actually bad...

3. would you rather eat your pizza cold or hot?
- hot. Only people from mars will eat them cold...

4. what are you doing tmr?
- go to school.. wait for NEmation results...

5. are you over the age of 21?
- no...

6. would you rather date a guy/girl with a british accent or an irish accent?
- neither...

7. where is th biggest scar on your body?
- knee?

8. have you ever had fake nails?
- No...

9. do you say fuck a lot?
- yupp. almost everyday XDXD

10. does everyone deserve a second chance?
- yupp. its selfish if u only have one...

11. how many concerts have you been t?
- four? five?

12. when is th last time you wore a dress?
- i dunno...

13. do you have any friends from oth states?
- a few...

14. how many days until your next birthday?
- i dunno... count by urself.

15. what are your plans for this weekend?
- go out! and talk, sms... XD

16. is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
- yupp. kind of.

17. what's irritating you right now?
- Wenda not having his phone?

18. is cheating ever okay?
- yupp. who hasn't cheated in their life?

19. is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
- my grandmother?

20. do you get distracted easily?
- Lotslots.

21. is this year th best year of your life?
- No or maybe yes.

22. do you have a best friend?
- yupp. lots.

23. do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced?
- No... its normal...

24. last thing you drank?
- Plain water :(

25. have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
- nope. PAIN.

26. would you marry for money?
- NO... NEVER.

27. have you had braces?
- no:)

28. you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?
- side...

29. do you get along with your parents?
- okayokay...

30. have you kissed anyone on the lips within th last week?
- no. but i want to. :)

31. did you sing at all today?
- yes.

32. when's th last time you cried?
- yesterday around 10?

33. do you believe in love?
- like of course...

34. when was th last time you were so drunk you threw up?
- i don't drink... underage:) XDXD.

My nike bottle and chio ipod!!!

2008-08-18T20:13:00.002+08:00

Woah!
finally bought a water bottle
ok
actually i bought alot
but this i haven't bought for a long time
i bought at least 6 nike bottles
and lost all of them ):
i dun think i will lose this
got kim and ry and dana
to remind me
haha
nice people
And i bought a ipod cover yesterday
which was transparent
although i already had a pink one.
anyways had piano exam today
was quite good
can pon school
haha
i am going to post another 4 posts today...

I dun want u to do this.

2008-08-17T22:44:00.005+08:00

Feeling quite down now...
i quarelled with him
was that needed...
i just wanted him to be happier
and not keep giving in to me
but it ended u with a quarrel
u give in to me,
not scold me
keep saying sorry
why do i get the feeling that i am a burden
and not someone that can share ur burden
i want to be with u
and not burden u
its because i love you
i dun want you to be my slave
i want u do be my boyfriend
when i had to ignore u
i felt really bad
i didn't want to
but i had to
if not you will not
promise me that u will
stop giving in to me
stop saying sorry
and be angry...
i really love you
thats why i want u to do that
nothing breaks my heart more than ignoring u
even if everyone hates me
i dun really care if i get spammed
or whatever...
if i have u anything is possible
but do i?
i couldn't concentrate with anything
even the bloody table tennis
i will run in almost every minute to check my phone
whether u did sms me
u did
but you still chose not to promise
u end up did promise
but u got angry.
i really dun want this to continue.
why can't we just be happy
every freakin person just thinks that i am playing
even u think so
but i am not
so not.
i am really serious this time
or i shall admit that i wasn't for the first few days
but now i am
can u just believe me for once
i dun want to break ur heart
even if i have to break mine
if u really want to end this
just tell me
i won't mind
if u are happy
i am contented
but if u do not want
then just please stop this dumb game
and promise that u will be angry
i dun noe why i am actually doing this
when i have a big exam tomorrow
but i think its worth it
i want you to be happy
i dun want you to keep giving in to me
its becoming more like slave and master relationship
i want it to be a girlfriend boyfriend relationship
you know that too
i dun care if u scold me
or piss me off everyday
just promise me this.

TODAY. 17thaug08
not a very good one
dun feel like elaborating
so nothing much to say
just went to vivo
and walk around
ended up buying nothing
except a bear
and lots of random stuff that i won't eat
from giant
chips, drinks, fruits and blah blahs
i am going to take two years to finish
it expires then
i can't eat all
i have to share
i dun wanna grow fat
after maitaining my 46...
sh...
its a secret.
i made a new friend test
all for rachel btw
anyways its quite hard
but its easy for me though
...
shall just end here.
oh ya..
tomorrow got piano exam
hope i pass.
that's all i wish for.
zzz...
before that
i got tags to reply
and stuff to say
so wait...

Taggs reply

Priscilla Lee-i know what's the meaning and i am not going to reply u because i dun find the need to. You can say and spam all you want. i dun really care. and anyway if no one stands up for me and they dun care about me or if my ren yuan very bad its nothing to do with you to.

Rachel- my dear dumbass did u have to repeat that twice... but thanks for the joint conversation... it made me feel better. especially ur london bridge is falling down, happy birthday, xin nian kuai le, merry christmas... etc... and 100 percent sia... not bad:) thanks lots.

Xiaoqi- actually i wasn't really pissed of by u... it was kind of because priscilla had to reply my tag, if not i think none of that would have happen. but if i offended u in anyway then i shall just apologize. But only to u...

I hate you- i dun really care who are u but just leave ur name for maybe god's sake.

Wenda- i love you and that tagg was cute:)

-end of tag replies...-

Thank yous...

Big thanks to Kim and Rachel Yam for wishing me good luck and cheering me up. You all are my cao good friends. Kimberly... thanks for listening to my long long long story about... Rachel ... thanks for letting me scold u... haha. Oh ya. and thanks kimberly and dana for doing my LONG QUIZ. I love you all:) (dun think sick. is friend friend way:)) P.s. copied from rachel yam... zzz...

You all really rock and whatever
i dun know what to say liao
ok ... nevermind
just stay happy always
and get good good results.
oh ya.
if i ever make my blog private
i will add you all first
and for god's sake
go create the blog rachel...
so that i can spam u with quizzes :)

i blog for more than an hour liaos.
going to read and clear my 101 mail.
oh ya...
regarding the make my blog private thing
its not that i want to avoid spams...
is just that can block myself from breaking school rules
zzz...
but i am too lazy
so
i shall just be good girl and not speak vulgar.
zzz.
shall stop here.

Pissed off now.>.<

2008-08-17T00:05:00.002+08:00

i just realised this
without u makes me bored
without u makes me sad
without u i can't concentrate
without u i get pissed easily
without u i may not laugh
without u my smile is gone
without u my life is ending
without u my spirit is nothing
without u i want to die
without u i may not be in this world
without u i may flung exams
without u my blog is dead
without u i am dead
But luckily
i have u
i know u will be there for me
i know that u care
i know that u love me
and i will always love u
regardless of anything
when i feel sad
i just need to remind myself that i still have u
i still have dana, kim and rachel
and all my many friends
even if one is lost
i will still have them
and if all are gone
i still know that u are here for me
and i still have u
with u
i dun need to worry about anything
i love you

Just finished looking and tagging blogs
anyways...
i still thing ry should get a blog
then i can tag her for quizzes
then make friend test:)
but anyways
because of her
i got to make another one
because this one is not realistic...
so...
i am going to make a harder one
but how...
i dun really know much about myself
>.<
haiya...
should just crack my brain
but anyway
i just love him
and i am happy...
so...
yupp
that's the end
because i dun feel like posting
oh ya
i am supposed to post my storyboards
for NEmation
promised wenda
so...
wait...
shall i post some pictures?
no
i dun feel like going to friendster of facebook
to get the shitty code
and dun feel like waiting
so i shall just post the storyboards
darn
i cannot find my freaky thumbdrive
i tend to lose them
i lost one
that one 1gb
but this one is 4
actually it has all my songs in there
but i have a ipod
so i don't actually get why i bought a 4 gb one...
since i dun have it
or can't find it now
i shall just talk about friday.
It was a fairly good day
i forgot what happen
OH
it was lit test
i think i did badly
i wrote a load of crap
but i don't think i will fail
actually i may but...
then recess
i forgot what i ate
i think i didn't
then was science
then ih
we had this long talk on blogging
and i had to go see mrs kwok
then i was quite stun
but i still went
i wasn't really scared
because i think she is quite nice
then was the math period
quite fun
because ms pang was freaking out
so yupp...
then assembly
visitors came
then we had fun
but after that was sian
cox the sec two's and fours did something bad
so all got scolded
then went to meet mrs kwok
she was nice
didn't scold me much
and didn't give me demerit all what
just told me to change and delete the bad post
and the vulgaraties
although i was speaking the truth
but she was nice
so i decided to respect her
and because of the school rules
i went up to com lab
and deleted them...
i didn't eat lunch
just stayed in com lab
but i think i am freaking myself out
i can actually not eat for breakfast lunch and recess
and not feel hungry even before dinner...
WEIRD.
anyways...
media was over then submitted the nemation
left school at 6
dad came at 6.30
he watched olympics at home
singapore won
sure can get medal liaos
then tuition time
mr yapp was as irritating
he made nic change place
then i got no one to talk to
actually got
but STILL...
then give back the test
nic and i both got 28
but at first he only had 26
then he add mark
so become same as me
>.<
not fair
but actually he is quite smart
then we ended up smsing each other
cox we were like sitting opposite
then jing han was in the middle
so yupp
then end
went with jh and family to whampoa
to eat
jiu jiu was going back on sunday
so went to eat
that was the end
then went home then sleep
zzz...
i am going to watch my show now
if i am not tired then post again
bye byes..

2008-08-16T14:54:00.002+08:00

Quiz time!!! Was tagged by Nerissa:)
Honestly i quite like quizzes because they give me something to blog about when i have not much to blog about...
I did this test like few days back but i just changed the answers just now...
1. The person who last Text you is : Wenda darling♥
2. Your relationship with him/her is: my dear stead♥
3. Your five impression of him/her: Smart, nice, sweet, perfect, caring
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: Love me♥
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: i love you ♥
6. If he/she become your lover, you will: love her more & more each day (already is)
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: nothing :D ♥
8.If he/she become your enemy, you will: still love him and be really sad...
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: I killed his so and so?
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is: be there for him no matter what happens♥
11. Your overall impression of him/her is: PERFECT♥
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? : I dunno... weird?
13. The characters you love of yourself are: cheering others up when they are sad...
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: 'bo chap' attitude ?
15. The most ideal person you want to be is: someone that makes all my friends laugh♥
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: i love you:) ♥
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:) :
---
1. Wenda♥
2. Kimberly♥
3. Dana♥
4. Esther♥
5. Denise♥
6. Chermaine♥
7. Elton♥
8. Jiaying♥
9. Marvin♥
10. Alim♥
---
18.Who is no.6 (Chermaine♥) having relationship with? idk siah! i dun think anyone...
19. Is no.9 (Marvin♥) a male or female? Male ._.
20. If no. 7 (Elton♥) and 10(Alim♥)?: They dun know each other...
21. What is no.2 (Kimberly♥) studying about? Not studying.. reading comics:) (am i right kim?)22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3(Dana♥)? In school yesterday
23. What kind of music band does no.8(Jiaying♥) like? umm.. lots? Avenged Sevenfold?
24. Does no.1(Wenda♥) have any siblings? Yupp. A sister. :)
25. Will you woo no.3 (Dana♥)? No. I have Wenda and she has kun:)
26. How about no.7 (Elton♥)? LOL... dun think so (:
27. Is no.4 (Esther♥) single? Should be ? But i think she got crush:)
28. What is the surname of no.5(Denise♥)? LAI:)
29. What 's the hobby of no.4(Esther♥)? Playing netball?
30. Does no.5(Denise♥) and no.9(Marvin♥) get along well? They dun know each other...
31. Where is no.2(Kimberly♥) studying at? St Margarets :) 1e3... my classmate:)
32. Talk something casually about no.1(Wenda♥): I love him alot and hope he can get into YOG:)33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8(Jiaying♥)? NO. she has Jiaming:)
34. Where does no.9(Marvin♥) live at? i dunno... i am not a stalker
35. What colour does no.4(Esther♥) like? I dunno...
36. Are no.5(Denise♥) and 1(Wenda♥) best friends? They heard of each other but dun know each other...
37. Does no.7(Elton♥) like no.2(Kimberly♥)?: LOL, they dun know each other.
38. How do you get to know no.2(Kimberly♥)? Classmate :)
39. Does no.1(Wenda♥) have any pets? Yupp. Hamster:)
40. Is no.7 (Elton♥) the sexiest person? NO!!! if i said yes i would be so dead.
41. What do you think no. 10(Alim♥) is doing right now? homework... thinking of Joey... listening to music?

Done!!! Those that were tagg must do quiz...
Don't feel like blogging today
so i shall end here...

Bored now.

2008-08-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

Today cannot be considered bad
nor good.
let's just continue from afternoon post
so...
i went down to meet mrs khor
and she was late
so i went to pei june for a while
then when she came i chiong
then we talk and we were all damn anxious
anyways our raffles is back was down
all the teachers like it
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
*smiles*
then we talked about it
while i was copying it again
then my phone started vibrating
wenda use his sis phone
he sms me
say that he can talk
so he called me
and i changed the place
from canteen
to handphone zone
i had to
what do u expect
i miss him so much
like we only didn't talk for less that 20 hours
then after the whole thing
i was lazy to take the crowded bus back
so ask papa on the way fetch
then wenda got his phone back!!!
so we were chatting along the way...
and then reach home
had dinner
chiong homework
blahblahs
then here i am now...
but going to go chiong homework ler
so not posting...
bye...

In school now.

2008-08-14T14:37:00.002+08:00

I am in school now...
stayed back for NEmation
at first had cip
but was cancelled due to unknown reason.
so...
i am like up here
blogging
because i am not interested in lunch?
its probably that
i think today would be a boring day
although it was not really just now
...
talk about today
woke up at 6.30 today
in two days...
i had like 6 hours over 24 hours
which is 1/4?
so was kind of tired out
because was chionging my undone work,
overdued work
and NEmation storyboard
friday is the deadline
i think we really wanna get into the top 10
so our efforts will not be in vain..
then went to school
i think reached at 7.13
so heng
then went for assembly
first period to third was pe
then ms kaur didn't come
heng
then went up to class
jiaying cried...
sad...
i think was for unknown reason
then went for ih
quite fun
then was english
went through narrative
got 38 upon 50
quite happy
it was at least an achievement
and probably my results
of trying to work hard
my goal was to be a lawyer.
and it still is.
so i probably will not give it up
then was recess
ate maggi mee.
nice nice.
common test next
i didn't study
and even if i did
i dun think anything would have gone in.
so it was quite easy
and i think i can get at least a 25/30
But was busy thinking about taglines
for NEmation
damn difficult because it has to represent what made us singaporean.
but thought of a few.
then chinese
i chiong finish all my homework(:
luckily
then math...
last period
quite fun becaue we did linear graphs.
i love it.
and was lunch
which is now
i think i am going home at 6 the latest today
must go home and talk to wenda
i finally realised why he was so paranoid
actually i am too
i usually dun miss people
but this time i really am
just probably less than 20 hours
i miss his voice..
i miss his humour.
i really know what it feels now
i hope he gets his phone back
i am like leaving the computer lab now
so just stop blogging.
anyway.. i made a friend test
its kind of easy...
the answers were all obvious.
meeting mrs khor at 3
now is 2.53
and i have a sms
so going down now.
...

bOO!!

2008-08-13T15:03:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU:)

Super Duper Busy Day.

2008-08-13T00:12:00.004+08:00

You know that i love you

and i promise i will stay by you

even if we lose contact

we will find a way out

when there is a will

there will be a way

we will work this out together

i believe that our love

is definitely strong enough

to withstand everything

and to overcome this

i have confidence

and i want u to have too.

i just wanna tell you

that i will love you

and never leave you

even if we do not sms

or talk or chat.

I will still love you

Woah. Today got lots of stuff

stayed back for NEmation.

Damn tired

didn't have anytime to post just now

busy chionging math and storyboard

sianzzz...
i was kindda freaked out by Alim's blog
but shall not talk about that
this post will be short
cause got to go back to chionging math
This part is kind of for nicholas
because the basketball fractured his fingers
he told me to blog about
how much it sucks.
Then he say very pain...
But i dun really think basketball suck
i like playing but i dun like
the ball hitting me..
ok
change topic.
Alot of bad things happen
but no mood to talk about
so...
i am going to go back to chiong.
Bye byes :)

Busy weekend..

2008-08-11T20:18:00.003+08:00

Lets just begin with friday
Had to go to school for half a day
Friday
Woke up like 5
went to bath
then went to school
was national day celebration
so wore house t-shirt
GO COOKE!!!
then i didn't want to go to school
i would rather stay at home
and use my whole day to sms wenda and nicholas
anyway they were smsing me
even if i was in school
i thought it would be horrible
but it turned out quite well
althought the morning was horrible
went i reached school
went toilet with kim to fold skirt
i folded like 6 times
but it was still damn long and loose
actually not damn long
then the door to some pipes were open
inside was so cool
me and kim took pictures of it
then we wanted to ask rachel yam to see
but she wasn't in school
then we went back to class
denise was trying to fold skirt
dinah was telling her off
so i went there and asked her to go toilet
so dinah couldn't see
then we ran there
but the auntie closed the door
screw that
then we folded skirt and went back to class
by the way dana didn't come
screw her
pang seh us for bloody katong laksa
then went for assembly
which was horrible
i think we stood for at least 45 mins
i didn't wear a watch
then we went out to the hall
there was a band that came to perform for us
they were all undergrads...
they were singing acapella
which means no background music
then they were damn good
all the girls were damn crazy
and i dun know about boys
because there is no boys in my school
then was the games
we had a quiz
sec 2's had the make a chair thingy
sec 3's had dodgeball
and
sec 4 and 5's had kinball
we were all disappointed
our's were the lousiest
but it turned out quite fun :)
COOKE won
FEARON
GAGEBROWN
second
TOLLEYlast

GO COOKE!!!
then we went back to the hall
watch the house performance
after that was results time
~DRUMROLL~
anyway i was damn high then
but COOKE WON!!!
then Fearon, Gagebrown and Tolley.
after that we sang songs
all damn high!!!
then dismiss
half an hour late sia..
after that we did lots of random stuff
then went to guthrie house for lunch
with kim and ry
after that daddy fetch us to kim's house
stayed until 2.30
then daddy fetch...
then did random stuff
the went home at 4 close to 5
bought bubble tea
then went to thomson plaza for tuition myself
sat the 32 stops bus >.<>
Saturday
i posted in the last post
so nothing much to add

Sunday
Went to grandmother's house
lots of random stuff happen
dun bother writing
so blah blahs

Today
woke up
then play com
eat breakfast
eat lunch
sms
talk to dar
then play taiti with nicholas and dar
then play wahlords which i lost like siao
then had piano lesson
then now lor
so nothing to write liao

For him,

i love you alot

and i dun mean it when i critisize

i miss u every moment

i think of u every minute

i love you every second

i will love you forever

you will be my one and only

i want to hear your voice every minute

i miss you when i do not

i love you so much

that i dun know what will become of me

when u leave me

i hope that will never happen

but if it does

i will never blame you

Happy National Day!!!

2008-08-10T00:38:00.003+08:00

Whoa...
Today's a big busy day
A small secret here...
i woke up at 6 today...
to sms dar cause at first he had to go to malaysia
then he damn nice
tell his dad that he dun want to go
then his nice nice aunty
let him go to her law firm...
called adelphi or something at city hall
p.s. no stalkers...
Anyways we were like smsing
then played big 2.5 (taiti)
and i leveled!!! he leveled too!!!
i started a few months after him
then now
he is level 5 and i am level 8
muahahahaha
ok... i am making my dear jealous but screw that
( dar dun be jealous la... ILY:))
its a nice game:)
after that did lots of housework
actually not alot
just vacumm and packed my room
while mama was at a gong's house with da yi ma
they were preparing stuff.
then after finish housework
me and papa watch tv
it started with a kiss 2
quite nice
haha
then jing han called
they buy lunch for me to eat...
so nice
then went to a gong house with daddy
then met them downstairs
went up together
then the adults were like talking about
how tall i was and how short he was
haha
164,5 - 148
haha
then we played mahjong at night
blah blah.
bored.
i shall stop talking about today
boring
actually dun really feel like posting
but whatever
Oh ya... important thing
today sort of quarrel with wenda
cause of jing han lor
then he around will read my sms
then i forgot to reply wenda after that
so he sad
then i told him it was accident
then he dun really believe
then went to play mahjong
won a few rounds
then never reply...
A few words...
my dear boy
i am so sorry
i did not reply you
and did not understand how you felt
i am sorry for what happen on friday
i promise you this
you are not stupid asshole
and you will never be
ok
dun be sad
or angry anymore
i want you to be happy.
so cheer up
and dun think to much about...
just let the parents decide
but most importantly
is that u must follow your heart
if you really dun want to
just tell ur aunt and dad
i dun think they will force you
but always remember
i will be there for u
no matter what u choose
and i will still love you.

i accomplish my mission for this post:)
shall end of with a random sms from ry
to do with national day

I, the citizen of SIN,
Pledge myself to strike on Mon, Wed, Thurs, Sat and Sun.
Regardless of TOTO, 4D and big sweep
To buy hope and earn extra
Based on quick pick, System 7-12 and Big sweep tickets.
with 4D bonus
So as to achieve Car, Cash and Condo.

Happy national day!!!

the real version of pledge

We, the citizen of Singapore
Pledge ourself as one united people
Regardless of race, language or religion
to built a democratic society
Base on justice and equality
So as to achieve,
happiness, prosperity
and progress for our nation.

Anyway.. shall end here:)

2008-08-07T21:45:00.002+08:00

hehs ><
yes it's me again!
JIAYINGGGGGGG!
the magnificient!
or however you spell it
me am bored
so me shall use Val's blog to entertain meself
WHEEEES~
polyamorous
guess what it means?
HEHS!
you'll never guess it!
bwahahas
i'm smart and sophisticated
and you're not!
*sticks out tongue*
wheeeeees~
VAL HEARTS WENDA
eet is so trueeeeeee<333
but they are seriously *shudders at the thought of it*
XDDDDDD
shall sign off here!
TRLALALALALAS~
<33 CRISTIANO RONALDO

sidenote : it's actually quite fun posting for Val in her blog XD
no idea why XDDD

Bored.

2008-08-07T18:40:00.002+08:00

Haha...
I had a damn fun time talking to jiaying
then she wanted to see wenda and my blog
so i gave her my account
cause damn lazy to log in
then she went in
and started oh my god-ding
den after she saw it
she regretted going in
haha
the she posted the stupid post
CRISTIANO RONALDO...
sian...
i dun like him is only her.
She is siao about him
then just now wenda was going to run in the rain..
sian...
out of so many days
why does he have to run now...
damn dangerous la..
but actually its kindda alright
cause he knows like what to do
but still...
When i came back
watch tv until like 4 plus
then play taiti with wenda
then he went to run
Lets not talk about school today
it was quite boring
then tomorrow 10.30 end school
going west mall with kim, dana, ry
then at night got tuition
i am going to kill nicholas.
whatever la...
who ask him ram into wenda
too bad for him lor.
I dun want post liao
damn sian.
bye bye

2008-08-07T18:35:00.002+08:00

HELOOOOOS(:
it's jiaying hereeeee!
and i'm posting for valencia!
and I LOVE CRISTIANO RONALDO! <33

Adjacent angles on a straight line

2008-08-05T20:59:00.002+08:00

Adjacent angles:)
happy now my darling?
Doing maths now sia...
i damn sian now so post.
You must do my quiz okk...
Talking to rachel now
she is on with her very tired
Anyways thats kind of her trademark
Actually she got 3...
1. "i am very hungry"
2. "i am very tired"
3. "i want to go toilet"
haha.
Rachel dun kill me if you see this.
Anyway... talk about today.
Morning woke up damn late
like 6.30.
that's why smsed rachel to tell her
cause that crazy girl ask me meet her at 7
so i reached school at like 7.10
then during assembly
i think lots of ppl smsed me
when i went upstairs
i had like 6 smses.
okkay la.. it was not alot of people
just dar, nicholas and friend called waise.
(p.s. its a weird name.)
out of all i only like dar's one
cox he only send one and
he knows that i got assembly
so clever:)
Because that waise guy keep spamming me
so he was saying sorry then
then i didn't really care luhhs...
Then school start.
OMG. English nsw.
SIAN. we were all like damn bloody shocked la.
But it was quite easy.
Judjing from the fact i finished it 30mins.
it was damn sian... like a about 7 comprehensions.
haha.
but whatever la.
i miss dar.
then was science...
nothing much
then recess.. again nothing much.
then was english.
Damn funny cox mrs boey was joking
she is quite fun la...
then math!!!!!!!!!!!
Ms pang scolded again.
anything la.
then end of school..
actually is cause i no mood to type
anyways...
stayed back for a short while.
do nemation and pei kimberly awhile
cause RACHEL YAM RUI QI..
say that she is sick then cannot go for fencing
so bad lorhhs.
make kim angry
huo gai...
then papa fetch me back home.
then talked to wenda.
Talk quite long then we quarrelled...
but then i think after like half an hour ok ler
sian...
sorry dar... i didn't mean to put down
then played like many many rounds of taiti
oh ya.. then dar a little crazy la
he say wanna sleep at 8 30 then 2 30 watch soccer
then soccer match last aroung like 3 hours
then he wake up about 5.30...
so which means is not going back to sleep
8 30 to 2 30
which is 6 hour...
6 hours of sleep only
then he usually sleep is 10 to 5 30
which is 7 hour 30 min then tomorrow still got training
run 9.6 km..
but if he really woke up i will never forgive him
so..
but actually i sleep less than that
like 12 to 5 30
so its like 5 hour 30 min..
anyways yesterday slept damn early
woke up damn late
i had like 8 hours of sleep
but cannot blame me
because i slept at 2.30 and woke at 5.30 the day before
so of course tired...
then had dinner...
played more taiti
then talk to dar..
blah blah blah ...
so like really weird
Oh ya...
something weird happen yesterday
i took panadol!!!
cause wenda played soccer
then the ball hit his head...
i also dunno why but at that point of time
my heart damn pain then i kindda feel like crying
so take panadol lor...
i dun really take panadol one la.
i think that was my forth one..
actually i hate it la
i dun understand
why people can overdose panadol
is so disgusting la...
i can't even stand one and
they can take until overdose...
but anyways...
i am bored now
so.. actually i wanted to change my blog link
but cannot think of any
so..
find relink page liao's but...
never use... anyways
i am kindda pissed of cause i got alot of pictures to paste on facebook
but its like all more than 2 mb
so... cannot.
sian.
anyways..
i am going to go back to stoning
so
bye bye:+}

Since i miss alot of people and things now... so i am like going to make a list :) so.. sit back, enjoy and relax (lolx)

Stuff and ppl that i miss...

Dar...
Elton...
Nicholas Leong...
Elis...
Keith Mak..
Fairfield Methodist
Media...
Ryan.. (my dear cute cousin)
many many more.

SO.. i am going to stop now
going to sleep
tomorrow MUST go to school early
anyways the topic for this post
was from wenda
so make him happy lor
today tell me about his childhood..
i kindda forced him too
sorry luhhs... ily:)
anyways...
i think he should forget everything
a new day is a new start :)
haha
i love him.
BYEBYE!!!

FriDaY

2008-08-02T00:12:00.002+08:00

Sian...
Today got english narrative
then i wrote about my friend cheating
then after that, we went to canteen
go borrow books
during english test,
we saw mrs kwok and grace walking towards grace class
so we were like all so freaked out
because she was like...
somehow screaming or shouting
then went she reached her class
she shouted at them
Then after that
Mrs Kwok said something damn scary
she was like can u stab a person and just easily say sorry?
then we were like so amazed
One of the girls were like...
I ALREADY SAY SORRY WAD
then she was like
DON'T U DARE TALK TO ME LIKE THAT
then we cannot really hear already...
haix
i think the naughtiest class this year is 1/6
then the most guai should be 1/7 or 1/8
today ms pang never come
then vanessa said that she fainted in the lift
we were damn shocked la
she was still ok in class
then we went for recess...
came back early cox dana's group haven't finish water project
then gabby and nadiah never really do anything
then science was after recess
so i went up and help them
during recess,
kim and rachel yam were photocopying their ezlink cards
then they didn't want their faces to be seen
so take a peice of paper to cover
then dun noe who told me that
photocopy pencil cannot see
so i told them to use
rachel yam's pencil drawn pig
cox i thought cannot see what
then come out got the pig face there
damn funny
then we love until stomach pain
then went up to class
in class got someone come to our class
then revealed a big secret
only me, kim, rachel yam and dana know
cannot tell anyone
if not will get into trouble with
MRS KWOK.
SCARY!!!
After school went to island cremery and macs
with cher, kim and rachel yam
i ate my strawberry sherbet!!!
damn nice
went back to school for media
was kindda fun
cox mr felix didn't come
ms sabrina came
we were just doing our own stuff...
then when i was playing taiti
ms sabrina told me to not play...
she say that i can draw clothes for the characters
damn fun
so i started drawing
then cher was telling mahera about AA
so i joined in...
then we talked and talked
then showed them pictures
then mahera was talking to a weird guy
he was more than a bastard then a guy
then irritating la
take like 5 min to reply a thanks
then we were scolding a lot of bad words
then i was the one talking
so they were all like
"Nowadays junior all so vulgar one"
then i was like
" of course"
then we had the surprise party
was planned for sherri anne
whose birthday was next sunday
then it was kindda fun
then went for tuition
alot of bad things happen
dun feel like saying
i didn't eat dinner..
then after tuition went to buy honey red tea
damn nice
then went home

(this post was meant to be published yesterday night but i think i was too tired then i just closed the whole thing without publishing it so ya... sian lor.. i reached home at like 11 last night because i didn't know why daddy went the damn long way. it passed by mandai zoo then to bukit panjang then finally bukit timah then home nice home.)

31st July. 4 days before dar's mum leave

2008-07-31T14:40:00.004+08:00

Boo!
I am in school now
Come free access with Vanessa
to do her woodie blahblah
sian...
i miss dar
but its okk
cannot sms so much cos i think
for the last like 4 days i kindda smsed at least 700 smses...
break record la
heng he is singtel so free
if not i will be so dead
but i think if he is not i also will sms him
cox i miss him
...
my dear darling laogong
dun be so paranoid kkay
i love you.. :)
...
...
...
I think the new blogskins a little weird
but i dun care
i shall just use thatt
until i see another that i really really like...
haix..
later going to serene center with Petrina
to meet the cresent girls ppl
if dun petrina say that she will keep calling
so i pei ta
today kangying came
sian
she say she is going to transfer
so heng la
i want to transfer to fmss also
but i think mummy won't let
she scared i got boyfriend
but i go girls school dun mean dun have wad
aiya...
she is so dumb
i sian lor
then ky go home before chinese after common test
then she ask me pon with her tomorrow
but i scared so im not
haix
my attendance always 100/100 one
so i am not gonna pon
must go school chiong
so can become lawyer.
like dar
i love him
he's mine
although i dun noe why someone
said that i technically stole her boyfriend
my dear cousin...
read this carefully
i dunno why u said i technically stole ur bf
but he was never urs
and he will never be
he's mine
i love him
and i have never betrayed anyone
i can answer to my own conscious
further more what's wrong
is there anything wrong with liking someone?
Btw
no matter what you say
i am going to stay with him
I am not going to break up with him
just because of someone so random
blah blahs

Sian

2008-07-30T23:10:00.002+08:00

WOOTS!!! i finally changed my blogskin. Nice right.. ok whatever.. maybe it isn't to you but for your information i do not really care about how some random people feel... its just ridiculous...

Anyways.. today was kindda good.
My left eye kept twitching
So i asked around if it was a good or bad thing
I think they were so damn sian
especially Jinhui because i keep asking her
I went to school and reached around 7.05
my eye was still twitching.
then went to class which was quite sian
started to copy math
but gave up cox it was like impossible
math period was after contact time
Contact time was quite dumb
with my eyes still twitching
i think i spent the whole time talking
completely ignoring monica wang..
then next was math
stupid maths
by the way on the way up during contact time
Rachel kept saying that it was because i didn't sleep enough
i may agree with that
but there are also points to disagree..
so... yupp
then during math period ms pang didn't scold me
for not finishing my math
instead she was a little horny
btw, i think i should buck up cox its like
math is my favourite subject
yet i dun do work
haix...
start chionging.
I wanna be a lawyer
then during recess had quite a fun time
we always do.
Then IH...
quite fun because we were doodling
then after that was science
we went to computer lab
to do the weird thingy
actually was quite fun too.
I think that Mr Goh is not so bad after all
when he caught dinah going to youtube
he just asked her not to
then he also did not really scold her
anyway i think he saw my smsing wenda
but he wanted to give me chance
he's nice
Then it was english
for once english really rock
MRS BOEY DIDN'T COME
when chermaine and jiaying came to the toilet to tell denise
then we heard and then all so happy la
we were like idiots jumping in the toilet
after that was dnt and it kindda rock because i made my own box.XDXD
then chinese
i was doodling
then jiaying was reading beside me
then we ended up writing
val *heart* Wenda
n
JY *heart* Jer
i think maybe we honestly are retarded...
then after that went home
sian... i am going to sleep ler
today only day sleep before 12 o clock
haix
i shall end with this.

My dear LAOGONG. I LOVE YOU!!!

Quiz time!!!!!

2008-07-29T21:42:00.004+08:00

Quiz that was tagged by Denise.

1.does anyone know your password to your friendster beside yourself
Yupp.

2.what was the last thing you order at McDonalds
Filet o-fish without tatar sauce and green tea without ice.

3.are you an emotional person?
Maybe. i think only to some people.

4.do you like your name?
Yupps.

5.do you believe in love at first sight?
Yupps. I think it happened to me before so ya..

6.ever felt jealous of your friend?
Of course.

7.what was the last thing you did?
Messaged Wenda

8.who is right next to you?
No one

9.who were the last person you ate with?
Daddy or Mummy.

10.what song are you listening to right now?
No song but i am listening to the radio.

11.hows the weather right now?
Windy? and i love it.

12.last person who called you today?
Alim XD. (XD's his trademark. Dar's too.)

13.last song you sang
umm...i cnnt remember

14.do you like anyone?
Yes...like isn't it obvious?

15.lost a friendship over something stupid
Yupp.. like who has not.

16.last beverage you drank
Green Tea without ice!!

17.last food you ate?
Rice?

18.what did you do last night?
Copied the bloody chapter 16 and chiong math file.

19.faked being sick to miss school
No i am damn guai de.

20.what time did you wake up today?
Yawns... i think about 5.20?

21.last person you talked to
Mummy.

22.last person you made fun of?
Rachel Yam.or maybe Kim. I dunno.

23.what are you wearing now?
Pyjamas?

24.are you too quiet to ask anyone out?
Not really.

25.what is the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
Honestly... i dunno.

26.where are you right now
In my room

27.what date and day is it?
29thJuly, Tuesday

28.did you go anywhere today?
Serene Center and School.

29.what did you do there?
EAT!!.STUDY!!!

30.where else are you going today?
Nowhere. Halo's its like 10.19.

31.are you watching TV
No.

32.are you mature or immature?
Maybe either or maybe neither.

33.are you closer to mom or dad
Daddy because i get $$ from him.haha

34.When was your last kiss?
Just now?

35.what school do you go to?
St.Margaret's Secondary School

36.what's the most annoying thing people say to you?
Who do you like?

37.do you like music
YES.

38.do you want to get married?
Yes like who doesn't

39.to whom?
My dar?

40.tag 5 other people to do this.
I don't care i am going to tag more than 5.
1.Wenda
2.Kimberly
3.Dana
4.Elton
5.Marvin
6.Alim(if he gets his modem back)
7.Elton
8.Nerissa

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2008-07-29T18:21:00.003+08:00

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The class t-shirt is out!!!

2008-07-29T17:35:00.002+08:00

The class t-shirt was out
The front green words became blue.
But it was damn nice.
Then... i tried camwhoring
but my phone went out of batt
and my dear camera had a full memory space.
I have lots of things to rmb...
1. bring memory card for kim.
2. ask about the autonomous thingy.
3. i forgot
4. i forgot
5. i forgot.
I think those two were important to me.
the first one's cause i promised kim
the second one cox i am asking wenda.
And i cao love the t-shirt
Thanks Isabelle and Denise.
And i hate my dear phone
make me cannot take pictures..
Sian.
I came back at 4 today
because i went to eat macs and island creamery with kim and panda and Sarah
was quite fun cox dunno why
then we walked back
i stoped at bus stop
then talk to rachel
she was going to bishan.
Then i saw 3 buses that i could take but i didn't
then i took the forth one
At macs, i was kinda eating
and was smsing at island creamery
then during IH we played a prank
Because Jia Jia and Petrina trick me
so after that i tricked Jiaying and Jin hui
Damn fun
Because monday no school
so we say that tuesday's elearning day and jy believed
then jin hui didn't
after that she went to ask Mdm Azizah...
damn funny
then at macs i ask jin hui to sit down on a sit that had ice cream
then she sad then rachel say good doggy
then i started laughing
cox her skirt got ice cream
then after that rachel went to pull her skirt to help her check
then kim said that she take the chance to look at jinhui's butt
haha. pervert.
then we went to island.
After that went to bus stop
Today's english was damn sian because
stupid boey made us stand
then during math period jiaying say that she should
have died during labour.
haha
then the dots period in the morning
was quite fun cox we had to seperate the beads.
haix..
i wad supposed to update my friendster
but i damn sian now so i am not going to
SOrry DARLING
i am not going to update
but i love you's
sian.. i dun want to write ler
MAYBE i will get papa to help me take picture
then MAYBE i will post
and MAYBE on friendster.

The special 'him'

2008-07-27T21:06:00.003+08:00

Before i talk about what happen today...
This post is mainly for him.
so... my dearest him, u must read every single word

You are all that means to me
Whenever you are online, i am happy
When you sms me, i am happy
I will sit and stone
just to wait for your sms
I really treasure every single minute
i have with you.
You make me think of you every now and then
When i am sad,
you are always there for me
When i am happy,
You are also there for me
When i need someone to talk to
You will just sms me
Like you know what i am thinking
When I want to sms you,
you will be the one smsing me first
Every minute i am not chatting with you
I am thinking of you
When i do not hear your voice,
I will hope that i can talk to you
When i do not see ur smses
I will keep looking at my phone
to see if i had any smses
I will think of you once i close my eyes
When i dun hear from you
i will worry about you.
I love you.
When you said that i dun love you
it really broke my heart
I did not know why you said that
But do you know that i love you
and once you said that
i really felt like crying
but when i told you that i love you
and you believed me
I felt so much better
You said i did alot for you
but if not for you i dun think
i could have done that much.
I really really love you
And i won't be affected by what justin says
I won't really care
because i love you and i love you as u are
you dun have to change
because i love the original Tan Wenda.
When you told me that i didn't like you
for the second time
i really felt like crying
I won't not like you
just because of justin's silly comments
i love you because of the way you are
and remember this
I love you the way you are and
i will always be there for you
No matter what you do
I will still love you.
Read this clearly.
I WILL NEVER FORSAKE YOU
NEVER BREAK YOUR HEART
NEVER NOT LOVE YOU
AND NEVER FORGET YOU.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU
WHETHER YOU ARE SAD
WHETHER YOU ARE HAPPY
AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

-end of message-

Today..
In the morning i woke up at 8 plus
to sms him
then i went to eat breakfast
then went to buy my drum stick
Then went to far east plaza to walk walk
then went send mummy go cut hair
on the way there
we met with a car accident
because daddy brake too slow
then i hit my cheek on the car sit
OW...
but i didn't tell anyone
they also didn't see
because they will just end up saying
why i didn't buckle my seat belt...
blah blahs
no point.
then after that came home
chat with Wenda on msn
Also chat with his two friends
Joy and Justin...
then after that chat with alot of people
then play taiti with dar
then post on blog
and i dun think got anything else ler...
so.. blah blahs. i shall end of here

I love you dar.
p.s. remember what our go and die meant?

ily.

2008-07-26T14:11:00.003+08:00

Urhgh... i dun feel like talking too much actually i cant really remember. haha. Just start from friday. Lolx... Now Jiaying is ignoring me because i said that jiaming got chicken backside and cock eye haha. She xin tong haha. Look at the convo between us.
Jy: LOLS.
chicken backside lah yous.
Me: DIE!!!!
Jy: whats?
Me: i got human backside not chicken backside like jiaming
cock eye one.. haha
Jy: dots. DIE
shall ignore you.
:p
Me: why cox i say ur jiaming ah
haha
Jy: cheeken backside
evil person
meanie!
Me: lolx la
Jy: dot you
DOT YOU!
Me: i thought u were going to ignore me
Jy: whatever lahs
Me: haha
u wont
trust me
Jy: whatever i said it cos you said about jer -.-
cheeken backside
Me: sorry larhs
fine?
jiaming has no chicken backside and no cock eyes okkay , DA XIAO JIE
Jy: and he's shuai <3
Me: ok
just that he damn poor thing
Jy: whyss
?
Me: he got no eyes and no backside
hahahahahahahaha
Jy: .
ASSHOLE
Me: but he is shuai
ok?
Jy: no.
asshole don't want talk to you liaos
Me: sorry la
Jy: and?
Me: he got human eye and human backside
ok
and he is damn shuai
Jy: yess! <3
Me: but he is damn poor thing again
Jy: whyss?
Me: he got no body
LOL!!!!!!!
Jy: asshole lahs you
Me: sorry la

P.S. Jiaying: dun be too angry. ily :)
Jiaming(if u will ever see this): i didn't edit this convo. See how much jiaying loves you

Talk about friday.
We ended school at 10.30 today
so nice. speech day rocks!
the night before
nadiah said she left a note for kim
then when i reach school i asked them to look for it
we search high and low
but dun have
Then rachel was playing with a piece of paper
someone drew a pig on it
then rachel started turning it
when she turned, she saw the words.
haha. it was the letter.
then after we read it,
we had to go for flag raising thne it was
english... mrs boey next
there was a pop quiz and
i failed it badly
who cares
after it was recess and it was
miserable. only 4 stores were open
poop.
Then mr Goh's period. Somehow
it was free period then i help rachel pack her table
i am so nice... lolx.
then at 10 plus rachel went for oral
then school end.
we went to kap
on the way there... we were talking about lots of jokes.
First one :
You are in a room which has no window and no door. You do not know how u got into it. There is a tap that is dripping water at a quite fast rate. You also have a table, a rope and a saw. How are you going to prevent yourself from drowning.
Answer: turn of the tap. Hahahaha.
Crap. i got no mood now so i am going to post the rest next time.
If not u can ask me.
So end of jokes.
I went home and went for tuition
i also saw wenda's friend...
Jingrong i think. Nicholas said he was from aitong.
So.. blahs...
Nothing much happened on saturday which is today except for the funny conversation i had with jiaying.
I hope she will not be so moody la. and she must always stay happy...
btw, i think i am going to break my sms record so fun ! haha.

For him.
You do not know how much u mean to me.
You always say i am an angel.
In fact, the angel is you.
You gave me the happiness i have
You gave me the confidence i
desperately needed.
You always bring me everywhere you go
You are not only my angel
You are my rainbow.
When you are sad i am sad too.
When you feel like crying
i want to be there for you.
You said you love me.
I love you too.
I know i sound really weird
but i mean every word that i say
even i love you
i am not kidding.
In fact i do not know why
why do i love you so much
To me love is a terrifying thing
but why does my love to you
overflow so easily.
I really do not know what to do.
I know that u mean a lot to me.
Remember our pact?
it was to be friends no matter what happens.
I want to amend it.
I want to love you no matter what happens
we should not need a pact
as we know that
in our hearts and our love is not by a piece of paper
but burried right down in our hearts
you will throw ur mac for me.
I will throw mine too.
If i have one
i will throw one
If i have two
i will throw two.
That represents my love to you
Its 100 %.
I just want to say that
you must have confidence in me the way i do in u
Trust me.
I will never break your heart
even if i break mine.
You mean too much to me.
Too much that i would rather break my than yours.
Iloveyou.

today's recount.

2008-07-24T17:52:00.002+08:00

I am kind of bored now.
Chatting on msn with wendy.
TOday was a nice day
except for the part
i quarelled with June.
I made up with jiaying
cher and kangying... sort of
maybe
its a bad day and maybe it is good
Rachel didn't come today.
we all missed the dear panda
today was so bored because panda wasn't there.
Wendy is a nice guy
he make me not bored today
we were smsing in class.
SSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
haha
Only went during ih common test
he sms me and i was sitting kind of
in front on panda's sit
then mr lim can see
so cannot sms.
It was vibrating like siao.
Ih common test was easy
because i wrote lots of crap
and so i finished it in 10 minutes.
i spent the other 30 minutes stoning.
Btw, yesterday was Feng Yi jie jie's birthday,
Jiaying's birthday, Justina's birthday and i think
Uncle Zhong chun's birthday.
Wish them all happy birthday.
And to Jiaying :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR RETARD
HAPPY SWEET THIRTEEN
HAVE A NICE TIME WITH UR
DEAR DEAR JERMAINE.
JIAYING <3 JERMAINE
Today Jiaying got oral in the morning
then she did not prepare at all
impromptu.
then during chinese class
i got scolded cox she was caught
drawing on my hand
then i was so angry
she draw on my hand then cannot erase
but actually i am not
angry.
I cant wait for tomorrow.
speech day end early
also got tuition.
can go thomson plaza buy
DRUMSTICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.
Panda say she coming to school tomorrow
and scare us with her eye!
Cannot wait. haha
I am so bored now.
Sayonara.

Good day.

2008-07-23T19:36:00.003+08:00

Today is Jiaying and Justina's birthday. The double J's. Wish them sweet thirteen. I am kind of quite happy today because Jiaying's not angry with me anymore!! It all started because of a misunderstanding.

I was ignoring Jiaying and so she thought i hated her. I did not hate her in fact but i had to ignore her just because that could help me avoid lots of conflicts, hatred, misunderstandings, quarrels and stuff. The last time during chinese class kang ying came to class and she said that i stole her sit. If i did not move away i think there would be probabaly a fire. She is so vulgar.. keep calling me a slut, whore, protitute but i shall not bother as the people that i care for do not think i am and those that i love believe me too. So i shall not really bother about what people i do not like, detest or hate think, say or do. Since she said i stole her sit so i went in front to sit. It was much better than sitting there and letting her call me all sorts of names. I would rather be kind then be humilated. Its not really worth being humilated by someone who always humilates herself. Actually, i dun understand why people like to cut their hands. If they want people to pity them then why dun they cut their face, wrists, or whatever part is more fatal or visible. but it is just plain stupidity. If u cut ur wrist, u will either end up in no1. principal office no2. counselling room no3. hospital. If u cut ur face u will end up wasting a lot of money going for plastic surgery. Lol. You will end up half dead no matter what. So why be so stupid cutting urself? Okay. i must go now. Chiong for oral!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Special day ;P

2008-07-23T18:47:00.003+08:00

I have not posted for a really really long time. The last post was 17th july and today is 23rd july so its like a full 5 days. Actually i do not know if i should feel happy, sad, anxious, worried or what crap. And somehow i just realised that i am so fucked up because of the speed of time. If i was allowed to stay up to complete i wouldn't hesitate. I think i would secretly wake up because i am seriously fucked up and its like the trinity hall orals are tomorrow. First part of it is interests. I am probably going to write about music.

Music is a very important thing in my life. It helps my mind, body and soul to relax and it helps me calm down. When i am really worried about something, i usually listen to music and usually chinese songs. I feel that they are filled of emotions and i really understand what the song is saying. After hearing some songs that i really like and fully understand it, i may even cry after the song ends as i feel that it relates with what is happening around me. There was once i went to school on a saturday by myself for the first time, i could not find the mrt station and bus stops and i could not call back home as my phone ran out of battery. I was really afraid. i did not want to get lost and never see my parents again. I got so worked up that tears were about to roll down my face but i somehow stopped it in time as it was kindda embarrasing. I then on my mp3 player and started listening to a chinese song which was written by a singer who had a really sad childhood and how she got abandoned. There is one line that meant every black cloud has a silver lining, After the rain will be a rainbow. That gave me courage to continue looking for a way. I wanted to sing this song to you but my singing is really horrible so i think i better not. This song gave me the courage to continue on no matter what happen. It really shows how big an impact a song can be to us or even our lives. After that experience, it really made me realised how much i am dependant on it. For my birthday last year, my father bought me a ipod and suprisingly my results improved tremendously and it hink the credit should go to music as when i listen to it, it helps me concentrate and gives me the confidence i need. I am also currently learning how to play the piano and drums. Learning how to play the guitar is my long term goal and my parents would allow me to do so after i get my piano grade 8. I really look forward to learning the guitar as then i would be able to play the song that i like. I really hope that music will help not only me but everyone to concentrate, gain their confidence and to do the best they can in everthing they do.

(p.s. half of it is fake :])
The next one is the holiday because i havent done my article. Later must chiong.

Hi! I am a big spendthrift. I always going shopping with my friends. I love branded stuff too. That’s why, knowing that Milan is heaven for shopping I sincerely want you to go there with me. Milan is Heaven on Earth for shopping lovers. We can find the best of everything that is connected with fashion and design. It has a wonderful history as a laboratory of creative ideas: The Polytechnic and the Accedemia di Brera have trained fashion designers and others who are famous worldwide. They exhibited their creations for the first time in Milan, often creating scandal and revolutionizing fashion with their own personal style, never going unobserved. For example, Giorgio Armani, Miuccia Prada, Dolce & Gabbana, Gianfranco Ferré and Versace. Giorgio Armani was born in Piacenza in 1934, the king of Italian fashion started his career in Milan, working as a buyer for Rinascente. Miuccia Prada was an anti-conformist who was politically active in the 1970s who took over the family company in 1978 that was specialized in bags and leather accessories, and revolutionized everything. In 1995, she founded the Fondazione Prada in Milan, an important artistic laboratory and window for contemporary international artists. Dolce & Gabbana, Domenico Dolce and Stefano Gabbana, born in the province of Palermo and in Milan respectively, are the most famous couple in the Italian fashion world. Their style evolves continuously, and is much appreciated by "chameleon-like " stars such as Madonna. Gianfranco Ferré who was born in the province of Milan in 1944, Gian Grance Ferré gained a degree in architecture at the Milan Polytechnic. Versace owes its fortune to the creativity of Gianni Versace, born in Reggio Calabria and who moved to Milan in the 1970s to work in the fashion world, designing patterns for other designers.Every top designer name can be found on vias Montenapoleone, della Spiga, Sant’Andrea and Manzoni, with Gucci, Vuitton and Tod’s having recently taken up residence in the Galleria Vittorio Emanuele – where the original Prada store has been since 1913. Other than shopping, there are lots of different attractions there that I have never seen and really look forward in seeing it. I love to take photographs of pretty things too.Top on my list, I really want to look at the Duomo cathedral The looming Duomo, the world's largest Gothic cathedral, presides over the Piazza that bears its name. Its construction began in 1386 and continued sporadically until Napoleon ordered its completion in 1809. The church is a five-aisled cruciform seating 40,000 worshippers. The 16th-century marble tomb of Giacomo de Medici lies in the south transept and lying buried at its heart is St Charles Borromeo, the cathedral's most important benefactor. And also the Galleria Vittorio Emanuele ll, This four-storey, glass-domed arcade is entered from the Piazza in front of the Cathedral and extends to the Piazza della Scala. It was originally built as a link to the opera house but has become a fashionable place to hang out, sip coffee or camparis, or take a stroll
through its many exclusive shops. Milanese gather in this conservatory to escape the
winter rains or to socialise after a busy working day. Theatre Museum at La Scala (Museo
Teatrale alla Scala) This world famous opera house rests on the site of the Church of Santa
Maria alla Scala, its namesake. It provides a wealth of mementos from the opera house dedicated to the nation's beloved composers and performers. Santa Maria delle Grazie Located next to the church in the former monastery's refectory is Leonardo da Vinci's famous painting, The Last Supper (Cenacolo Vinciano). Museo Poldi-Pezzoli The Museo Poldi-Pezzoli contains a spectacular private collection that was bequeathed by its namesake Poldi Pezzoli to the city in 1879. Numerous masterpieces hang from the walls of the Golden Room with its vista onto a picturesque garden. Museo Poldi-Pezzoli Museum of Historic Art of the Sforzesco Castle The gargantuan Sforzesco Castle built in the 15th century is one of Milan's foremost monuments.
It was restored after being bombed in 1943. The vast interior, which is broken here and there by smaller courtyards, contains three museums, the most notable of which is Museum of Historic Art (Museo d'Arte Antica del Castello Sforzesco). Museo Poldi-Pezzoli Museum of Historic Art of the Sforzesco Castle Leonardo da Vinci National Science & Technology MuseumWithin the Leonardo Gallery of the museum is a collection of Leonardo's ingenious designs from war machines to architectural visions. Applied physics is the focus of another room in keeping with the museum's tribute to the history of science. The Gallery of Modern Art
The Gallery of Modern Art (Civica Galleria d'Arte Moderna) is housed in the building, which once served at Napoleon's summer palace and was occupied by the famous statesman and Josephine between 1805 and 1814. I am really interested in this place and really hope that you will go there with me. I have a feeling we will have a great time shopping!!!

I have not done the article yet. Must chiong ler. Hope can finish by today and can score well for oral !!! 1e3 class t-shirt should be ready tomorrow!!! Hopw hat the whole 1e3 can be united and all score well for the oral exams!!! Shit tomorrow got ih test on volcanoes and rivers. Must revise.

Crappy mails./ hate1

2008-07-16T22:08:00.006+08:00

I so weirdly received 2 emails from unknown people. It is so weird. Both of the email's were regarding money. it was quite ridiculous. Here are the emails.

1- a guy named Pouya Dao. (freaky)

FROM THE OFFICE OF Mr.POUYA DAO. THE CHIEF AUDITOR INCHARGE, AFRICAN DEVELOPMENT BANK (ADB). OUAGADOUGOU BURKINA FASO. WEST AFRICA. (TEL:-+22675145555).

Dear Partner,

I presumed that all is well with you and your family. Please let this do not be a surprise proposal to you because i got your contact information from the international directory in few weeks ago before i decided to contact you on this magintude and lucrative transaction for our future survival in life. Moreover, i have laid all the solemn trust in you before i decided to disclose this successful & confidential transaction to you.

I, am Mr.Pouya Dao, THE CHIEF AUDITOR INCHARGE OF FOREIGN REMITTANCE UNIT of our bank and i have had the intent to contact you over this financial transaction worth the sum of THIRTEEN MILLION, THREE HUNDRED THOUSAND UNITED STATES DOLLARS ($13,300,000.00 ) for our success.Th is is an abandoned sum that belongs to one of our bank foreign customers who died along with his entire family through plane crash disaster since few years ago. Meanwhile i was very fortune to came across the deceased file when i was arranging the old and abandoned customers files in other to sign and submit to the entire bank management for an official re-documentation and audit of the year against 2007.

Be informed clearly that it was stated in our banking rules and regulations which was signed lawfully that if such fund remains unclaimed till the period of 5 years started from the date when the beneficiary died, the money will be transferred into the treasury as an unclaimed fund. As an honour and advantage bestowed to our foreign customers base on the rules guideing our bank, it was stated obviously that if you are not a Burkina Faso citizen, you have the absolute authority to claim the fund hence you are a foreigner despite your differences from the country of origin of the deceased. So the request of you as a foreigner is necessary to apply for the claim and transfer of the fund smoothly into your reliable bank account as the NEXT OF KIN OR EXTENDED RELATIVE to the deceased.

On the transfer of this fund into your account, { 41% } will be your share in respect of the account provision and your assistance rendered during the transfer of the fund into your bank account,{ 50% } will be my share being the codinator of the transaction while the rest { 9% } will be shared to the respectable Organisations Centers such as Charity Organisation, Motherless Babies homes, and helpless disabled people in the World. Contact me and agree that you will not change your mind to cheat or disappoint me when the fund have getting into your account. Besides you should not entertain any fear because i am sure of the success as an insider in the bank ok. Please reply with the assurance, include your private telephone and fax numbers necessary for facilitate an easy communication in this transaction. As soon as you reply , call me through my private telephone number so that i will let you know the next step to follow in order to finalize this transaction immediately. I expect your urgent communication.

Yours sincerely,
Mr.Pouya Dao.

I seriously did not know that i had a relative that died and left a big sum of inheritance to me. I cant believe i am so rich. 13million us dollars. I didn't know that i was a foreigner too. Whatever.

2.Mrs Rose Wood. ( nice but weird name)

UK NATIONAL LOTTERY HEADQUARTERS:P O Box 1010 Liverpool, L70 1NL UNITED KINGDOM ATTENTION: WINNER

This is to inform you that you have been selected for a cash prize of £500,000 (Five Hundred Thousand (British Pounds) held on the 14th of July, 2008 in London UK. The selection process was carried out through randomselection in Our computerized email selection system (ess) from a database of over 21,000 e-mail addresses drawn from which you wereselected. Contact our fiduciary agent for claims with:

Agents Name: Mr.David Williams

Email:claims_davidwilliams@live.com

Tell: +44 702 403 2734+44 702 40 32679

REF No: UKNL-L/200-26937

BATCH No: 2005MJL-01

TICKET No: 20511465463-7644

Fill the below:

1. Name:

2. Address

3. Marital Status:

4. Occupation:

5. Age:

6. Sex:

7. Nationality:

8. Country of Residence:

9. Telephone Number:

Congratulation!!

Sincerely,

Mrs.Rose Wood.

This is so ridiculous. How did my email get into the namelist... and i won $500 british pounds... i could buy a iphone. And for the 13 million dollars i could have bought a bungalow and a macbook and lots of gifts for my family and dear friends and i so will not need to worry about money for my entire long long life. Sadly, it was quite obvious that i was not fated with that.

Back to blog post.
Nothing much to say
I went to at least 40 blogs today
i went to google to
i wanted to find where i could by havaianas
dun ask me why
i went around begging
not for money but for a favour
two agreed to help
i accomplish wad i wanted to do.
Next is the money.
I hope dad will split half with me.
although i do not know the price.
I hope he would.
i know he loves me.
he just praised me
i showed him the email
he said they were just tricking for my contacts
i told him i knew
he said i was smart.
i know he feels that way.
Last words today
Dana: i would hate u and kill u if u transfer school
Kim: dun be too sad. Dana will be too sad to transfer school. Anyways... always stay chio!
Rachel: my dear ms pando. Continue being a smart panda - dodo bird. :)
Nadiah: stay chio always and may alim stop making u angry.. loves :)
Elton: stay cute sia. And jyjy for ur band concert.must invite me horhs.
Ryan: continue to be happy and hope ur com can faster fix then u can continue playing ur wolfteam and for goodness sake pls add stuff to ur blog.

O.K. this is the END

weird.

2008-07-16T21:43:00.002+08:00

What a weird day...

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2008-07-15T20:43:00.003+08:00

Lots of stuff happened. i did not post for a long time ler. Actually for the few days i did not post i was actually always using the computer but it is just that i dun have the mood to blog but i got lots of things to write and i cried a lot of times today so must blog and blog about how those fucking assholes make me cry and why they are fucking assholes and lots of stuff. Start from friday... i think it was 11th July. Fucking assholes : chermaine chiok, low kangying and many many more. I am also not starting their names with caps because they do not deserve to be respected.Lovely friends (credited) : Elton, Rachel pando, Kim, Dana, Jiajia, Samy, Vanessa, Ryan, Guppy, Nadiah, June, May yin.

11thJUly

Not many things happen but i could still remember really clearly what had happen because i was probably really sad. On that day i was doing the class t-shirt then so i asked all of the for money then when they all came to give me the money denise said that she help me then she took my paper and wanted to write with a highliter. For goodness sake there was a whole stack of foolscap paper underneath and if she wrote on it i would have wasted 1.4o so i told her not to use it then after that she went back to her seat and threw a really big tantrum and i think she said it really loudly. Meant for me to hear. So i knew that she would do that but i somehow tolerated just because i thought she could be a good friend. Maybe i was wrong. After that she came over and told me that she wanted to do it so i let her la. Then i was really angry and i knew that in fact if i didn't do it then i think probably we will not get 10.40 per t-shirt. I was really angry. I wanted to sabotage her. She was probably just jealous that they gave me the money. If u ever get to read this post. FOr GOODNESS sake. i am not so despo for people to give me all the money and i am not so despo to claim credit i dun really care if i will get credit for it. Then the day went pass............... During media... i got scolded by mr chua like shit just because we didn't finish taking the video. But... it WAS our fault. SO.... sad. Then after that it was tuition then blah blah blah.

12thJUly

Went to science center than went for my mum's colleague's children's 1 year old birthday then went to my grandmother's house.

13thJUly

Nothing much happen. Boring day.

14thJUly

Its just another boring day.

15thJUly

Today i cried at least 7 times because when the money was lost then i cried and cried.

BLAHBLAH-end of post

Bad day.

2008-07-10T17:55:00.003+08:00

10th July'08

Its a really bad day today. I didnt do all the homework for that was needed to hand up. Not fun. I was so damn scared cox ms pang would pms then scold me for not doing or bringing but actually i dun really care. It is so dumb. So much homework. I have to do 8.2 and 8.3 today... Like i need at least 3 hours or maybe 2 but i dun feel like doing. The good thing about today was just that the science paper was damn easy and i finished the chinese homework in class. So, i fun think there is anything much anymore. Lots of bad things happened la... First thing in the morning i was almost late for school but luckily i wasn't late becox dad drived the car really really fast. And luckily we were having assembly in class. The second thing was that we had a medical check up and then we were like so high and for some reasons we were kindda afraid. It was actually so fun la. Just that i didn't get to take my height and weight... haix. Oh ya... another good and fun thing hapenned. My eyesight is 6/6 as in the board was so easy to read that i got all correct wether i closed my eyes or not. Then the part that i hate came. We had to strip for them to check our backbone. Then after that i went to Denise'd house to do project but we ended up doing nothing. I reached home at about 8.15 and ate dinner and watch tv till 9, then go bath then around 10 then use computer until 11.30 then do a little bit of homework that need to pass up on thursday but it was so much that i didnt even finish half of it.
Worst thing today
When i went to denise house then i was using my computer to play some stuff and then i was talking to Ryan then he said something to me so i showed it to Jiaying then she say she wanted to type something then Chermaine said that she wanted to talk then i didnt want to let her but then she kept hitting me so i had to let her if not i would not be able to post now.Then they talk to him but they dun let me see the laptop. It is MINE for goodness sake then after that went to use denise's other computer to log in and log out so they cannot use my account then after that becox before that i called ryan to tell him to log off and then Denise's bloody phone had saved the phone number called before then after that they went to call him. Then they asked him if he knew i liked him. Then i started crying. I didnt cry because i am scared they will ruin my image in him or whatever but he problem is that i treat them as my friend and who do they treat me as.